My heart thunders in my ears as I step out behind the red velvet curtain and onto the dimly lit stage. My legs threatening to give out, I put one step in front of the other, approaching the lone, backless three legged barstool in a slow, deliberate approach. I lift my gaze and peer out into the crowd. Thousands of folks fill the theater, an overpowering amalgamation of perfume, sweet tobacco, and ...