Day 1:

Honestly this feels a little pathetic

But this is the only way I’ll see you again

Have to keep this hidden because nobody else will get it

5 months is up, I cannot pretend.

Day 4:

Could not spot you through the neighborhood trees

I don’t even know which house is yours

One of these days you’ll see me

And we will finally turn into more.

Day 9:

I’m losing hope in this plan

I’m losing hope...

My half broken bed feels a little more beaten

The frigidity of the air feels like home,

When the rustic autumn leaves disappear under the new season

And I start to feel more alone.

The frigidity of the air feels like home

Forget warm cocoa and Christmas lights

And I start to feel more alone,

Because of the shorter days feel like longer nights.

Forget warm cocoa and Christmas lights

Chestnuts ...

Life without you smells boring

It reeks of vanilla and empty words

Without your bittersweet looks or foul play

Or indescribable complexity that falls short of the bare minimum

Life without you tastes empty

Like your ways of showing me you love me

On the tops of my tongue it tastes exactly like what I imagine promises do

Life without you feels light

And sweet

And airy

You complete me you are a...