To try to fit in somewhere

Is a fundamental need

To feel a connection

Without a plead

And when it’s right

You don’t have to look

You’ll fit right in

Like a fish with a hook

But if you try to fit

In somewhere you don’t

It will break your edges

And you won’t even know

Like a missing puzzle piece

Jammed in the wrong spot

It’ll seem like it’s okay

Until it is not

Because until its somewhere

Yo...

If wishes fell like rain

Then certainly I am the storm

Because this distance brings me pain

And this time needs transformed

My only wish is to kiss you

beneath the perfect sky

How I long to touch you

To hold your body close to mine

Not having you here with me

Is tearing me up inside

I can’t stop thinking about you

No matter how hard I try

Will my heart be content

with loving you from afar

W...

The darkness was my friend

So I didn’t fight for the light

I trapped myself in this room

Deep in my mind

I boarded up the windows

And locked all the doors

Because if I let myself out

Then my heart would be torn

So I sat in the darkened room

With out a worry nor a care

For this was my safe place

When my mind took me here

The outside world was scary

And full of endless pain

I was fine being h...

I saw you from a distance

Your stare gazing at the sky

You seemed so kind and gentle

Like you were at peace with your life

From our first interaction

I fell in love with your eyes

The passion behind them

Let me see into your mind

Are bond soon grew

Stronger each day

It made me thankful to have you

In every single way

You were an open ear

Who listened to my ways

A shoulder to lean on

When I ...

He was my best friend

Someone to whom I could rely on

Our love burned with purpose

But he was a waterfowl and I was a swan

I loved him deeply

And I knew that we made sense

But I never felt an everlasting passion

Whence I was alone with him

Late night drives

And afternoon chats

How could I not want him

How could I’ve not wanted it to last

Even if I had loved him

He was never the one

It was ...

When I think about my life

The thought consumes my mind

My emotions start to take a turn

And tears start to fill my eyes

What if I can’t reach my dream

What if it’s not within my reach

Is my destiny meant to fail

Will rage echo off my screams

My senses flare at the idea

And I start to no longer feel secure

It’s not fear that I smell, it’s future

And the pain that I may endure

For if my fu...

Why love someone

When they make you lost

Why give your heart away

When it comes with a cost

Why give up your dreams

When you worked so hard

Why let them hear your screams

When they break your heart

You have to leave them

Before you become miserable

They act like they love you

But you’ll soon become invisible

Become bitter and angry

So you can protect your heart

From bleeding red

Into the ...

It was a doubtful truth

That they tried to spread

But instantly after I heard it

I had wish that I was dead

As I read the words

That you sent to my phone

Pain struck my heart

And I started to feel alone

Why would he say

Those cruel lies to you

How could you listen

And ask if they were true

My body was clean

Untouched by man

But then he called me a slut

And you listened to him

That rumor still...

*This would is full of light

And well worth living*

[This place is filled with fear

And never stops spinning]

*We are all at peace

And grateful for everyday*

[Yet we never stop fighting

In every single way]

*Why are you so angry

With the world we live in now*

[Because is filled with hopeful dreams

That become destroyed by doubt]

*Then why don’t you leave

Why not just run away*

[Because i...

Why did you fall

From heaven above

I asked the devil

With a heart full of love

Because it is not

As good as it seems

He looked up with sorrow

And said softly to me

At first it is happy

And full of light

But then you feel lost

Without the value of a fight

For if there’s no darkness

The stars won’t shine

And if there’s no hurt

Then there’s no thankful of mind

So I took a chance

And left tha...