It's impossible to describe the sheer terror I felt as we looked into eachother's eyes. Fight or flight had kicked in and for once, I didn't want to fly away. For once, I wanted to stay and let this man in completely. But I couldn't tell if he felt the same.

I smiled and tilted my head, examining the expression on his face and trying to determine if he was as happy to have his arms around me...

Forgiveness isn't that simple

As hard as I try

To forget was to forgive

and I knew I could never forget

Some memories fade

Others stay forever

To forget was to forgive,

And I knew I could never forget

Apologies are like bandaids

On scars so deep they stay forever

To forget was to forgive,

And I knew I could never forget...

There are days where I feel like I'm thriving

And there are days where my own existence annoys me

On my worst days I have to remember;

If it's not alright, it's not the end

A brown eyed girl once told me that

And those words ring clear as day when I no longer wish to survive

If it's not alright, it's not the end

Are you okay with how the story ended?

Not just life. But small events too

If it's...

"I have to tell her" those five words were ringing through my mind. A never ending echo throughout the deepest cave you could imagine. There was no way around it. She had to know the truth. My secret identify. I glanced at her across the room, her dark brown hair framing her face as she scrolled through tik tok on her iPhone.

"Hey... Chicky, can I talk to you?" I somehow managed to get out b...

Red crayons colored the papers that held our fears

And those red crayons drew maps for so many tears

Purple skies clouded with rain

And those purple skies brought us so much pain

Purple skies and red crayons brought together two people who didn't know what to do

And now the paper was white,

And the sky had never looked so blue...

Maybe one day I'll be able to look you in the eyes

Maybe one day I won't see everything you say as lies

Maybe one day I won't miss how we used to be

Maybe one day you'll see all the pain you've caused me...

"YOU BROKE ME" she cried."You knew all my fears, my weaknesses, my dreams, and you took all of it and BROKE me"The tears streamed down her face. This man, the one standing a mere 2 feet in front of her, was the man she once thought she was going to spend the rest of her life with.

"Jane, stop" he stepped closer, sighing when she put her hands up and motioned for him to halt. She couldn't ba...