I sat down quietly. expecting for him to never show up. That happened to often. But there he was standing by a plant almost knocking it over.I laughed anxiously. he looked at me cheerfully holding rose’s in his hands ‘my favorite’ I said as he walked up to the table ‘mine too’he whispered softly. I smiled joyfully I don’t know exactly why but it felt different he made me feel potentially happy I ...

I open my eyes and look around. I realize you’re not here. I see people I don’t know and people I know by heart. They said you try to come, but you never try hard enough. Now that I think about it, you’re never here you’re never there. You’re never anywhere actually. Huh I really wanted you in my life but unfortunately your never here and never will be....

His eyes are blue or maybe green to be honest I don’t remember what I do remember is he his laugh or no his smile wait I don’t remember anything about him i…. But I know that he loved me that’s what he would say he said it was his favorite word LOVE. I might not remember his laugh or smile or eyes but I remember what he would look at I rember what he would laugh about and what made him smile....