JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️💖

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JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️💖

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Love Like Ivy

JustJamyyy

1 min read

You are ivy coiled around each bar of my ribs,

Inhabiting this grief-built cage,

Fed through pain; watered by memory,

Evading decay, _thriving with age._...

Poetry

Goodbye To The Game

JustJamyyy

1 min read

Orchestrated ego trips,

Timed presence,

Now you don’t even have words

For your psychological play.

You let me love you while you let go,

Came back and let me live your lie.

My one move—

A wall of silence.

Not withdrawal;

A command:

A powerful play—

But not an easy one.

Each move thereon

Made you more vulnerable,

Coaxed your anger,

And twisted your words,

I got to watch you unravel,

Firing t...

Poetry

The scars on our hearts

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I’m wandering into the night, hoping to be found

By you.

It’s been so long—I wonder

how it feels to spark again.

Each synapse—

a stepping stone,

lighting up a tiny fire with every step I take.

They glow, guiding the way

as I follow the path

you wove into my psyche.

And there, I find us—

immortalised,

preserved in the pulse of memory....

Poetry

Used to be

JustJamyyy

1 min read

She used to be funny, caring, kind.

I fell in love with her laughter, her smile, her mind.

This was before we said, “This won’t end.”

But no one talks about losing love for a friend.

She used to be beauty, wisdom, a guide,

She made me believe I could be if I tried,

But now she’s abandoned one thing we held dear,

So, what will I do now she’s no longer here?...

Poetry

Love, Or Let Fall

JustJamyyy

1 min read

If your hand could reach inside my heart,

what would you do with it?

Would it be something you treasured — loved?

Or would it stir your wonder for only a moment,

then be cast aside,

holding no more value than discarded refuse?

Would you cradle it, beaming with pride?

Or help it grow hollow inside?

Would you kiss away its pain?

Or let it fall to break again?...

Poetry

Ugly

JustJamyyy

1 min read

Ugly scorched earth stuff

That’s what he said to me

And I had nothing to say

Except

you’ve never said that to me before

Why?

Why?!?

I don’t understand

Why would you say that?

Do you honestly think that?

My heart has been broken over the memory a million times since that day....

Poetry

With Everlasting Love, God. (Jer 31:3)

JustJamyyy

1 min read

My feeble palms embrace his word,

A treacherous heart does sin forswerve,

For thoughts of his will guard my soul,

And lighten the loads that bear my toll,

Abundant glee my heart exudes,

Revealing its depth of gratitude,

As a dawn lit mist ascends like day,

Enveloping waves of disarray....

Poetry

When The Walls Give Way

JustJamyyy

1 min read

My heart is an old house

Some rooms I haven’t dared open in years

For fear that what lies inside may have grown,

Though unseen I haven’t failed to feed what exists beyond —

Only nurturing its yearning for release.

But I see a day when it can no longer be contained within these walls.

A day that may come to be much sooner than foreseen…

When I can no longer hold it in....

Poetry

Mystery

He Knows Me

JustJamyyy

1 min read

My nose recalls the first breath bestowed,

A gift of life, from His hands it flowed.

Each inhalation a divine refrain,

A constant reminder of Jehovah’s reign.

My eyes reveal more than mere sight,

They pierce the veil, discerning what’s right.

Jehovah’s gaze is steadfast and true,

He sees my soul, in all I do.

My ears are attuned to a voice so mild,

In the quiet, He calls, like a father to His ch...

Poetry

The Lesson

JustJamyyy

1 min read

Falling for you

taught me how to fly—

for him.

And for that only,

I can thank you....

Poetry

Romance