JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️💖

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JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️💖

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JustJamyyy

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I wanted to die from obsession,

and call it love.

But in the end,

it meant nothing.

How could I feel so much for you,

yet think so little of you?

My mind called it madness—

my heart called it us....

Poetry

Romance

Years

JustJamyyy

1 min read

It took years—

Years for me to finally convince myself of the reality — that I was never the one.

Years for me to believe the things he said were just words that he knew I wanted to hear.

Being seen by him; that was the foundation of my self-worth.

My entire existence.

It saddens me that the only reason I could never let him go was because I was a lost little girl who truly believed she had no...

Romance

Fear

JustJamyyy

1 min read

One thing worse than dying.

Is living in fear of it....

The Logic Of Worth

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I made him the reason—

I mattered.

But becoming aware of that

Taught me the lesson:

That he didn’t....

Poetry

Never The One

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I didn’t look at you.

I looked at her.

Another one—

just another girl you used to replace me.

The sting never dulls,

not really.

Just a reminder

I was never the one.

Just one—

of many....

Poetry

Romance

The first

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I hate you more than you ever could hate me—

probably because I was stupid enough

to love you fully

When you were already halfway gone....

Poetry

Romance

Love Like Ivy

JustJamyyy

1 min read

You are ivy coiled around each bar of my ribs,

Inhabiting this grief-built cage,

Fed through pain; watered by memory,

Evading decay, thriving with age....

Poetry

Goodbye To The Game

JustJamyyy

1 min read

Orchestrated ego trips,

Timed presence,

Now you don’t even have words

For your psychological play.

You let me love you while you let go,

Came back and let me live your lie.

My one move—

A wall of silence.

Not withdrawal;

A command:

A powerful play—

But not an easy one.

Each move thereon

Made you more vulnerable,

Coaxed your anger,

And twisted your words,

I got to watch you unravel,

Firing t...

Poetry

The scars on our hearts

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I’m wandering into the night, hoping to be found

By you.

It’s been so long—I wonder

how it feels to spark again.

Each synapse—

a stepping stone,

lighting up a tiny fire with every step I take.

They glow, guiding the way

as I follow the path

you wove into my psyche.

And there, I find us—

immortalised,

preserved in the pulse of memory....

Poetry

Used to be

JustJamyyy

1 min read

She used to be funny, caring, kind.

I fell in love with her laughter, her smile, her mind.

This was before we said, “This won’t end.”

But no one talks about losing love for a friend.

She used to be beauty, wisdom, a guide,

She made me believe I could be if I tried,

But now she’s abandoned one thing we held dear,

So, what will I do now she’s no longer here?...

Poetry