I knew something was wrong yet I kept my mouth concealed shut as if there was glue to my lips.

But the thought lingered in my mind.

My heart and brain were in a conflicting bind.

The secret weighed down on me yet I wasn’t dare to have spoke.

Because if I spoke, itd be against the person ive loved the most.

A love that was a whirl wind of things,

From being attached to each others hip and almost a ...

On a cold wintery night,

I thought of you out of spite.

A thought that hadn’t dared cross my mind,

For the sake of me and the thought of you almost being mine.

Finally, I thought of you again,

We were in love still and we made amends.

All the past pain was washed away,

We loved eachother like there was no tomorrow and the love stayed.

You were mine and I was forever yours.

Because no matter what h...

Our love was like a drug, it was formidably addicting.

The days felt euphoric and I couldn’t describe the feeling.

It was like being on a high that lasted for days, months even.

But boy did I know, what this would bring me.

I was so blinded by love, my own heart deceived me.

His demeanor changed completely.

His texts got shorter,

His distance was revealing.

And he had a few secrets he was conceali...

Time after time I’d complain about the circumstances of my life.

Whether it was me giving my all or the fact I loved with all my heart and still wasnt his wife.

I could never understand why this was happening to me?

I worked so hard externally and internally for who I am supposed to be.

Yet it seemed my life was in a turmoil and I was out of luck.

Feeling out of place or stuck in a rut.

Yet reflec...