**_I never could have thought I'd love someone named after you.

And so much sadness your name can bring.

Even if we always come back, I eventually want to stop loving you.

And I want to return to the thought that I could never love you._**...

And you'll never know how much I fought for you. How I searched for a place for you. For you to become someone else. But you preferred someone who was a stranger to your heart. And you'll never know how much I loved you. How I cried for you at night....