I guess it was bittersweet. I had always imagined that I’d feel relief. My fight would be over. It is over. But I worshipped the sun. I loved feeling it on my skin, the life it gave. I had loved being on planet earth even though it came at such a high cost. I had loved the things man hadn’t destroyed, zipping through trees, hearing birds sing, the calm of resting with nature. But even nature can b...