I hop back and forth between heaven and hell,

No wonder bipolar is my diagnosis,

Horns of a devil, smile of an angel,

Blindly exploring this prolonged psychosis,

My heaven is when I let all the light in,

All of the smiles and love that I long for,

Each time that I’m there, it is never enough,

When it’s over I’m always left wanting more,

But soon I’m back in hell, the place I know best,

Ruled by ...

What I want is to give up! Let me be honest. It would be so much easier. But that would be too easy, wouldn’t it? So I guess I’ll be stubborn and I’ll keep on fighting. When there’s nothing left to fight for, I’ll fight for me. In a way that I never fought for you. Let that sink in. Or don’t. At this point your opinion is nothing but an opinion. So I’ll keep moving. Faster and faster. Until I need...

And I guess it’s time for the words to flow. So let them come. Let this be done. For my life is a race that I’ve lagged behind in, and I need to give my all to win. But I’ve got so little left to give. So I drink and I drink and I drink. Looking for fuel in all the wrong places. But how can it be that this is one of those races, where I’m destined to lose? I’ve done everything wrong and expected i...

You’re my best friend, my mind declares,

You’re my only love, my heart whispers,

You’re my best desire, my soul sings,

You’re my only need, my body cries,

My mind misses the way you stimulated it,

My heart misses the way you nurtured it,

My soul misses the way you healed it,

My body misses the way you held it,

I am sorry for my mischievous mind,

I am sorry for my hardened heart,

I am sorry for m...

If you let me, there’s nothing I won’t do,

To prove to you,

That I have so much more to give,

I want to live,

With you in my life, by your side,

So don’t hide,

If you let me, each mistake made I will heal,

So you can feel,

Safe again, in my arms made for you,

I wish you knew,

All the ways that I plan to grow,

I’m sorry I’m slow,

If you let me, I’ll show you so much more strength,

I’ll go to any ...

It came suddenly, there wasn’t much warning,

Sure, there had been whispers,

But nothing seemed guaranteed,

Yet much like it started, there was a big bang,

And everything broke apart all at once,

A universe was extinguished,

Too much damage had been done, without fixing,

Now something beautiful has withered,

And there’s nothing left but blame,

When the stars fell, they fell hard and fast,

What ...

What I wouldn’t give to see your face,

But I know you need your time and space,

So I’ll step back, as far as you need,

For you to grow, for you to succeed,

I’ll be cheering you on from where I stand,

As you build yourself up, so utterly grand,

I hope that I can grow at a similar pace,

But life isn’t a sprint, it is a long race,

So I’ll do what I can, to get better myself,

I’ll start by reading...

How can it be goodbye,

When it’s going to break my heart?

How can it be farewell,

When it’s sending me back to the start?

I’m going to miss you,

As if oxygen suddenly disappeared,

And I can’t stop this,

The thing that I’ve always feared,

How can it be goodbye,

When everything is going wrong?

How can it be farewell,

When it’s going to last so long?

What is life without you?

I truly can’t rememb...