Ash

I’m an artist , i do not know what im doing. Also im dyslexic and im trying to get better at writing and reading

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Ash

I’m an artist , i do not know what im doing. Also im dyslexic and im trying to get better at writing and reading

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28.3.25

Ash

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I tried to reveal the carvings in the mute earth coughing up the oxygen again and again.

He is the river of light who i love and who i cling to while your wounds ripple.

I remember building a energy shield in your room tall as a pilgrim tree near the first little angle.

I want to drop my arms and take ur arm as we walk by the shore

**Little dove,** soft in your in your newborn skin, only one...

17 Sep 24

Ash

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My goal was never to live forever, it was to create something that will.

I would be lucking if i live old enough to remember the bad days to appreciate the quiet boring days.

I postpone my demise for tomorrow...

1948

Ash

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This was a reality and still is

**The Nakba of 1948**

The Nakba, or "Catastrophe," of 1948 marks one of the most harrowing and devastating events in modern history. During this period, hundreds of thousands of Palestinian Arabs were forcefully expelled from their homes as violence erupted with the establishment of the state of Israel. Entire villages were razed, families were torn apart, and coun...

Father Time

Ash

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“If I love you I can’t lie to you”

“Of course you can lie to me , cuz what the hell do i care about the truth?i care if your were there

And what- what does the truth matter? And why you gonna be truthful with me when you lie to everybody else? You lied when you smiled at my father, treat me the same way you treat him. Lie to me , smile”

“I can’t treat you that way”

“You must,you must,because I...

Fuck You

Ash

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people say that god tests the one’s he loves,even if it inflicts pain

Maybe that’s true

But what if I don’t believe in god?

I keep having bad experiences just like that for no reason? Just suffering for the sake of suffering?

I always found the concept of past lives interesting because what if it was true

And “god” keeps putting me in these situations over and over with the same people yo learn ...

This Has Nothing To Do With Her.

Ash

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‏هل عشان أحب شي معناته راح أنجح فيه؟

‏ليش ما حد غيرك شايف كويس ؟

‏أنا خايفة من كف يجيني فجأة يجيني صحيني وريني أنا كل شيء بنيته وطلع غلط وإني قاعد اضيع مستقبلي على شي ما ينجح. ‏بس أنا إذا ما كنت غبي لو بس أحط مخي في المذاكرة بدل اللعب بقدر اجيب درجات الامتياز. هذا اللي أنا خايفة منه.

which translates to :

just because I love something ,mean I will succeed at it?

Why doesn't anyone else see well ...

Ash

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Everybody wants to judge but nobody wants to listen, like he used to.

My father held my hand, his fingerprints are worn from decades of hard work,years of struggle,years of pain

Every time he laughs it cuts through me more that his anger does. I look at him just like i used to,in my early childhood, eyes full of wonder.

For once he feels like a dad, not just a father.

I grip his hand tightly i...

If Only

Ash

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If only i was lucky enough to wake up next to you , please tell me you love me even if its untrue.

my mama didn’t raise me to be this pathetic

I think of you even on my day offs, i never knew someone could be so beautiful .

Something about the way you look at me

Your eyes

Your eyes are so perfect , the closest thing to perfection at least.

If only you were a guy , i would have fell for you ha...

Them

Ash

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I hate people i would rather be my self

They always need something from you, its always taking never giving

Most the friendships i had were like watering a dead plant.

I remember staying with people who did not give a shit about me just because I didn’t want to be alone

I feel so behind in life

I wish i could be alone and not lonely since im always with myself.

(School today was shit)...

Anyway

Ash

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Paint drops on my floor tiles

A trillion canvases huddled in one corner

My sisters books

Too much bags

Too much journals

Pictures of me and my siblings

My old teddy’s under my bed

My sisters old bag from year 12

A stack of year 10 and 11 books near my bed

My 15th bday year birthday box with most of the birthday cards i ever got

A letter for my mom that i never gave her

A little crocodile plus...