i hate that i love you even the slightest bit.

every time you talk i can’t help but listen. every time you make a joke i laugh, and i can’t help but continue to love you. i didn’t think i could love this much, but here i am acting like you hold my heart, but you do in theory, because that’s how much i love you. i want to give you everything you want, no matter the cost or toll on me. i wanted you ...

you look so unhappy

there’s a scar on your thigh

i saw it there the night

i first saw you get high

but i guess it got worse

since i last saw you

because now it consumes

everything you do

the chain around your neck

and a hawaiian shirt on

micro dosing yourself

so your sadness is gone

tattoos where your body

hasn’t quite healed

trying to cover the damage

you tried to have revealed

you came to me on...