The mirrors in my mind Reflect my thoughts It’s easy to get lost When I can’t find the true side

The mirrors in my mind Remind me of the times Always reflecting the past
Even if I wish they would cast

The mirrors in my mind Are keeping me awake And they won’t stop Sometimes I wish an earthquake Would come along and shatter them Taking me along with them

If they shattered I would die ...

If you know me well enough You would know That I draw stars on my hand Constantly If I run out of room I keep going On every surface The table Your paper Your hand

Now, no one knows That each star I draw No matter how big or small Has a meaning An emotion A thought

I might draw a star if I’m feeling lonley Itll be my friend Or maybe Im angry I can sketch it onto my hand

You see what worries ...

Amber skys Abstract clouds Arouse my thougts And awaken my dreams

A picture of you Apears in my mind A beautiful face A beautiful mind...

Gulsior- this four legged creature normally lives in small caves near or in water. Its front two legs have stury flap-like additions to help it easily slice and swim through water. It primarily eats fish and bugs. Its beak-like mouth helps it to catch fish and dig out bugs....

Trigger Warning- suicide

I need to love myself? Id rather love you Running through parking lots Drive throughs

Why did you leave me? At my darkest time? You say I can’t love you If i dont love myself But babe, why does it hurt so much?

I watch the days pass by on paper, The weeks seem faster then the days And who is she? If Im so special if im so special why am I so easily replaced?

The wo...

After a six hour car drive, we finally arive at the campgrounds. I jab Alex in the ribs to wake him up, and then get out of the car. I breath in the smell of fresh air, smelling the aroma of pine needles and hearing the distant gurgle of a river. I walk to the back of our car and open the hatch. “Umm- Alex? Where is the tent? Where is the food? All I see is beer and marshmallows. “Huh?” Alex say...

Im surviving through the days Eat, drink, sleep Sometime i forget to clean But theres no need to weep I go through the motions Dont let myself think

I wonder if when im 90-something Surviving my last days If ill find out i never lived I survived...

We lay on your couch And we tell each other secrets Your dads an alcoholic And knows every drug in existence

I wonder why I never told Because I trusted you most

I left out a secret or two Im not as old as I said So when you found out You were mad

We dont speak You go to collage I stay in our hometown Slowly falling apart Goodbye, almost lover

Inspired by ‘The Way I Used To Be’ by Amber S...

TW

Always here But always alone Can’t find a person Do they even know? Even in crowds For I feel far off Got myself bleeding How can I stop?

I don’t feel alive Jokes aren’t funny Kids still laugh Lots of colors turn to Muted hues No more colors Others don’t know People don’t see Quiet, please, I can’t breath

Red seeps through my sleeves Sharp objects peirce Trying to bring me back Ugly scars...

Today is the day I already knew But somehow the letter bring emotions anew

I felt the loss That one August night I didn’t want to think What I had felt

But emotions aside What shall I do I don’t know how I will live Without you...