You walk in my home as if everything is alright

I sense you are there before I see you. My body tenses to fight

You slip in and act as though it is still love at first sight

My whole body is reacting and I m preparing to flight

Causuky you danger over to the couch and sit down

Joking, fooling and laughing always the clown

You do not observe the faces of our children covered in a frown

You you tak...

The screams are so loud

I’m clawing to get out

Damning me and my every action

Making me the main attraction

All of my mistakes are open and bare

Gaping and oozing as people look and stare

Run and hide, run and hide

I would if I could .I really would

But it feels as if a beacon is on me

Lighting my escape for all to see

Hurriedly , I’ve changed and altered my route

But alas, someone alwa...

The moments that click by in a life time

Some days there seems to be no rtmythm or rhyme

Succluded in a cavern of self doubt and loathing

Feelings that weigh down the soul and keep us from floating

Followed by the days that we are full of life and joy

The flutters of anticiapation like the first love if a girl and a boy

The days when we see beyond the small horizons of our self

Days that our ey...

Excitement churning as we pack into the car

Wondering and imaging. Will it be far?

My parents hurrying around. Shoving and jamming the car to the brim .

Fighting for space as my siblings slide near.

Bickering and jabbing but knowing I am loved

Settling in to the rythmatic sound of the tires as the rub

The hum of the motor the faint smell of gasoline

Images appearing in my head. Streams, lakes m...