“Hope is the bridge between despair and joy But hoping to get you was something different” you whisper as you send kisses down the side of my face God, I thought it was just me.

How did we let a year and a half fly by? Spending it on late nights, pleasing each other And early mornings, cuddling and kissing God, you’re a daydream

Your hand lingers in mine days after you left I can’t get your hai...

I wish I could solve The mysteries of the sky How they connect How we create constellations

The mysteries of the night Like how your hand Traced its way up to my thigh How will you make me feel

I wonder about the constellations Of your eyes How they reflect your heart

How I can see Your intentions With one look And I want you

So

Bad

I need you Kiss my neck Tell me I’m perfect Although...

Do you not love me It’s like you can’t stand us And you just huff and puff And I can’t let it be

I push away in the beginning And eventually I get attached It’s like I need a patch And now I see the ending

To the story that never ends And the poem that lives on And the torch that keeps light

Now I pick up my pen And I’m no longer the pawn It’s time to end it on my own right...

You gave me hobbies That made me passionate And then I hated it Because I hated you

You gave me sunshine That I would look out And then it was night And then I hated you

I gave you my life Just for you to Throw off a cliff Because you hated me

We were afraid to leave So I stayed forever And I hated you And I hated everything...

It’s the constant state of mind Breathe in and out The cold or warm air I might Just sleep on the floor tonight

Begging for the closure There’s times it falls over But it gets up after an hour And I hate how we called it “ours”

Feel the cold air enter And I shiver then flinch When the warm air appears Then I hide till it clears

I’ve waited years for you To lead me on For me to write That I hat...

Look I didn’t ask to be pick But truthfully None of us did

Welcome to The former lovers club Where we Were demoted to exes

Were you One where you were Together but broke up to be friends with benefits

Or one Where you never got closure Or one where- I know I’m getting carried away

Truthfully We all still feel the love In our bones But we hold onto the grudges

Like we craved for Her touch...

You’ve made my life miserable I hear your name and I bawl I feel like Jeanette mccurdy Why’d you have to do me dirty...

You hear my sobs You hear my cries for help You hear my screams You’re the only one that understands

I hate you when I don’t want you But in the end I need you

I love you so much That I can’t get away And ultimately I crave Loneliness...

A lot of things keep me up at night Like the moonlight The moonlight shines through my window The moonlight keeps me pinned down

Sometimes I wonder if the moonlight If it knew it did something wrong or right Does the moonlight wonder if it haunts me That I can’t sleep at night and let it be

Moonlight used to be my safe spot Until feelings caught Moonlight breaks through my peace of mind Moonli...

Dear Julia I know I fucked it up Can I be forgiven

I know You can’t love me Can I be forgiven? It’s all I have to offer

You can’t love me After what I did It’s all I have to offer To give you an explanation

After what I did I still love you To give you an explanation I wanted to be honest

I still love you After I told you I wanted to be honest I wasn’t satisfied

After I told you I just w...