I see the lights from the darkness of my room

Something illusionary, my brain seems to confuse

I hear the sirens, how could life be this tiring?

The room is empty, I swear to you

I am not crazy

I wonder who will save me, cause I’m forgetting

If I’m Alive or just Living?

I can feel the darkness, isn’t that stranger?

The world is a figment of my imagination, I wish

A tireless game I am unable to qu...

Found it everywhere I go

Except it’s nothing like in the shows

I feel it in

The sweetness of friends

The love my family gives

But never in somebody, who’d love me romantically

No flowers written with notes

No hugs that bring me close

Just a girl wishing for more

For a love, I want to know

Love

What a struggle

But it is always so beautiful

It’s okay to never be romantic

Because love is flexibl...

Red

Violent and True

The Color of my Heart

The Color inside You

Follow the trail

Through the pitch black of dark

Standing there

Tall and Fair

Give the girl what I should’ve had

Flowers you hold, never for me

I’d bleed for you, but you don’t bleed for me

Red

The color I turned

The color I bled

The color I wish my heart would’ve stayed...

10 letters, to be wondered

Unsaid words never heard

Nothing nor keys, will free our cages

Do see the stolen choices guiding our future

Everyone knows, your decisions will change us

Rather you choose to see, isn’t what we are to be

Stories will be told, ourselves will be whole

Together, black and blue swollen, we will be hoping

Our cuts will be healed

Our future gardens unfailing

Do know mar...

Here I lie

6 feet from my grave

Running on adrenaline going through my veins

I do not know where

I do not know why

White colored walls trap me inside

I wished to live, not to exist

I am coded in pain

Colored by scars

Artwork a child could’ve made

Droplets fall from the clouds

Through the walls, last whispers

Prayers told from ear to ear

Love radiating all within here

Life will begin or it may ...

If I walked through the sea,

Would you follow me?

For I cannot promise that you will not bleed

For I cannot promise, you won’t hear the screams

I’m painted in pain

Color coded in sorrow

Running on fear

And praying for tomorrow

You may slip under my waves

Be trapped by what is below

You must to learn to float

Destruction is what I cause

However, I will only be brave for

I fear my mind

I fear you...

Eighty-six thousand and 400 seconds

Consumed by hours of constant hardship

Dress that way; Do it right

Look your age; don’t put up a fight

Don’t stress out; do not fret

If you mess up it’ll only create one singular mess

That’s not it; thats not right

That’s too short; thats too tight

Act right all the time

Don’t screw up it’s not worth your time

Screw up that grade

Make a mistake

Argue again

...

Born 8 pounds, 12 ounces

Screaming and Whaling

A blessing to the family that Grief surrounded

Born with eyes wide open

She’d always know love

Because that was what she was raised on

It was who she was

They’d hold her close

Grow her up on family vacations

Hugs and kisses

She was needed

She knew she wanted to be something

Inspiration bubbling up around her

Raised on the purpose

The power...

Say my name

Because I shouldn’t be prey

In a place that’s supposed to be safe

Say her name

Because she shouldn’t be afraid

While walking home everyday

Say his name

Because the color of his skin

Shouldn’t define who he is

Say her name

Because her religion

Shouldn’t cause her bullying

Say his name

Because mothers shouldn’t be afraid

to lose their kids to an early grave

Say her name

Because...

In your arms

I found my home

A place I may call my own

No one loved me quite the same

You, my darling, I take to my grave

Candy never sweeter than love

Stars never brighter than us

Disappear

I will not be

The Person

you made me

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