alebsi.poelz3

alebsi.poelz3

just an outlet for my emotions ;)

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Hidden Truths

The bright love we share

It can last without the air

The air of sweet lines

Now replaced with a gem’s shine

And a ring on what is mine


The dark love we share

Has been tarnished by the air

The air of your ghost

Which can not ever replace

The true love once in its place...

White Lies

An empty mind

A blank page

A fresh start

A clear stage


An absence of color

A semblance of thought

A pearl encased

A battle not fought


An angel’s wings

A dress for the bride

A flake of snow

A polar’s hide


But don’t be fooled

By the harmless facade

For beneath the beauty

Are the lies of a fraud...

Lovely Dead Roses

The day of love

The day I dread

The day where doves

Fly overhead


The professions of love

The kisses under stars

The sunsets far above

Never could be ours


For our love did break

Heart shatters on the floor

Pieces you did take

Until there were no more


So I hate this day

I hate this month

For I have no say

No one to confront...

I Want…

I want to feel, I want to know

I want to love, I want to grow

I want to live, I want to fly

I want to laugh, I want to cry


I want to run, I want to be

I want to search, I want to see

I want to shout, I want to hear

I want to give, I want to cheer


I want to want the things that others do

To live my life to the fullest too

To be normal and plain all like the rest

Giving my all, always trying my ...

Truthful Hate

Love is the lie that keeps us alive

It gives us hope as we take the dive

Good at first and it seems forever

Until they say what they swore they’d never


Disgust and contempt finally reveal

They fester and grow until it’s all you feel


Everything shatters like it was made of glass

This feeling of “love” wasn’t made to last

In the end there’s nothing left to discuss

Hate is the truth that ends up b...

Farewell

Hello, my newest affection

Heartbeats in your direction

Time slows when you’re around

And my knees hit the ground


You make me lose my senses

My whole brain condenses

Thoughts swirling in my head

Not seeing where they’ve led


Eventually they slow

You lose your shiny glow

Boredom overcomes me

From your spell I break free


My heartbeat drops back down

Falling to the ground

And I begin to look for ...

Fuse

The fuse is lit, there is no going back

I feel it coming, ready to attack

It’s standing there, breaking my will

I don’t want it to happen, I remember it still


The flame travels, further down it goes

I steady myself, ready for the final blows

The cuts the scrapes, they build and build

Until I look down, my whole body filled


The spark hits the spot, the bomb explodes

It all floods in, taking what’...

All is Lost

One fatal misstep

One slip of the truth

That’s all it took

For me to lose you


My freedom, my will

My life and my joy

Everything I had

All lost in my ploy


No reason to live

Now that they’re gone

No reason to be

Or to ever move on


So I’ll sit here and smile

Biding my time

Waiting for the moment

To say my last ryhme...

Vilified

Their whsipers followed me through the halls. Shrouded me in a veil of shame. Cut across my skin like small knives leaving small trails of self-deprecation in their wake. And the worst part was that I didn’t know whether or not I was the villain they painted me out to be. I tried to deny it, bury the doubt deep inside. But somehow, the unwelcome thoughts always seem to be the ones constantly invad...

Cruel Fate

The choices I make

The things I must do

The hearts I break

I’ll always hurt you


You curse my name

You scream and you cry

Cloaked in my shame

I watch them all die


But what you don’t know

Is that it’s not easy for me

I am my own foe

I can never be set free


I am chained to this life

Forced to live in hate

Casing pain and strife

Carrying out cruel fate...