I had it all

Now watch me fall

Nobody sees me

Nobody believes me

Got me seething

All I need

Is someone to help me

Heat rises

Like a sun that doesnt set

Burning all my devices

Left in the red, nothing to bet

Heart racing

Body wasting

A fever dream,

Burning until its complete

We survive until we don’t

Death, equalizes all to smoke

Back to the air we breathe

The cycle of a human being

A wisp

Leav...

Only in my pain,

Did I find my will,

Only in my chaos,

Did I find to be still

Only in my fear,

Did I find my might

Only in my darkest,

Did I find my light

There is a time for everything!

Is that the deal?

If you have time for light?

That can be my time to steal

While you heal,

I’ll be a murderous devil

Relishing in all the peril

All the while,

You think you can resist?

The prison in which you exi...

Well, this is it

Torrential rains

Powerful waves

Crash in my face

All I see are traces

Of places

I wish I was in

I regret this decision

I can’t stop the visions

How much more of this?

Did I live a good life?

A voice inside,

Asks, do you want to stay alive?

Repent later

You need to survive

Not just here, not just try

Do

Because at the end,

It’s always up to you

This isn’t how I should leave this...

Hands over my ears

Too loud, it’s all I hear

As I try and fight my fears,

Eyes squint, here comes the tears

“Hey kid, it’s just noise”

Who said that? I heard that voice?

Is that mine? I can talk inside!

Tells me it’s alright,

Have a look at the night sky

I let go, and to my surprise

I don’t meet my demise

Eyes wide open,

Awe replaces the fright

The lesson I learnt,

Pleasure and joy

Comes with a...

Unknown becomes known

Once was, now is

My clarity begins,

With a diagnosis

Once was, now is

Today’s shadow is tomorrow

With a diagnosis

I don’t dread what I’m up against

Today’s shadow is tomorrow

The shade remains heavy

I don’t dread what I’m up against

I’m ready to fight for my life by any means necessary

The shade remains heavy

But the darkness is no longer scary

I’m ready to fight for my l...

I took the road less traveled by, and that has made all the difference

In an instant,

I found myself walking endlessly,

Tired and suffering

Although this road is fine

It isn’t mine

The only way out of a lie,

Is through

You

All pain,

Let it not be in vain

Transform,

The experiences you’ve endured

Into words,

Speak for freedom and truth

The road less traveled,

May be good enough for some

However m...

I’m not a name,

I don’t matter

I’m not the same,

I don’t know the answer

Whatever you perceive

Is what you believe

Life starts,

When you know who you are

Surrounded by death

Is a sign

That I’m going through mine

A great realization,

It’s all in your mind

Positive or negative

Bliss and suffering

Are manifesting reality

I exist in duality

Sink into myself

Is the start of my journey through hell...

Real truth about it is

To find bliss

The answer is simplicity,

You won’t miss the other ways to exist

There ain’t no ends to the waves

Of the oceans I’ve been trying to cross

Seeking an answer

I’ll only find in my grave

Money and fame

All stuff

Part of the game

Not having it may have you shamed

By individuals, not on your plane

Real truth about it is

I’m not the same

I know what I value

And wha...

With the grace of a corpse,

In a riptide,

Instead of thrashing, gasping, grasping at anything to survive,

I let go

And I find,

I slide

Down a river

Not in fear,

Everything moves,

No might can fight,

Nature can never lose

As I float through the valleys

Made by the monstrous mountains,

I’m carried by a peaceful mind

Until the river dries

I never realized

Death is what is meant

To make it on your...

There’s a moon on the beach

I’m there too,

We both haven’t moved

Light still out of reach

Haven’t gone nowhere

Just me and the moon

So that’s where I live

That’s where I give

Whatever I can

Life is hard, man

It’s alright

Me and the moon

No longer fight

We’re both wounded

Going through it

Through the endless night

It’ll all be light

Soon

So I’m alright

On the beach,

We wait for peace

Soon

Just ...