I’ve created a monster,

That no words can ever describe

From bottled up mixed emotions

That I have been keeping inside.

Hiding behind a mask

Portraying a character

With the smiles that is shown,

You can’t tell what’s hidden behind.

The lies that has been told,

Written in these pages;

Is like a treasure untold

Hidden beneath these faces

Portrays a mask

That hides a secret

But if you may ask

I’...

I am who I want to be

Someone who enjoys her life

Someone who wants to be free.

Nothing can stop me

For I know I can overcome the fear

The sadness that I’ve been through this year, I can’t make it anymore clear

I am who I’m meant to be.

People pray for my downfall

I know coz I’ve heard it all

I’ve heard it through the wall

I’ve heard it when they call

I hear it no matter where I go.

Whether it’s...

I love to color and draw

Specially with the color red.

Straight line, back and forth

Drawing while on my bed.

Pouring my emotions out by coloring

With the color red I draw a line.

Painting showed a bright red,

Spreading through my sleeves like spilled wine.

“Roll my sleeves up” they say,

It’s not easy as you think as it hides my secrets

Of how colorful my drawing can be, I can’t show my weaknes...

Have you ever heard of the phrase

“Love is a lie that keeps us alive”?

If you think about it really

Lying and loving are ways to survive

We all know what a white lie is

We use it to avoid hurting someone

Like when you say “I love you”

but deep inside you know its for fun

We tend to love

With the lies that shown behind our eyes

Pretending to adore the person,

You know well enough to ignore the w...

There is a flame

Hidden deep inside you

The flame that is bright,

So bright that it shines through.

This flame gets bigger

The more joy you bring

But splash it with water,

There it starts shrinking.

Like how you hurt someones feelings,

You lessen their spark

The more pain you bring,

The more those flames turns dark.

Give it a little air,

And back the spark grow

It slowly regain its light,

As ...

If only I had another chance

I’ll try to make the right choices

Going back to change the past

As I reconnect our voices.

Communicate as much as I can

From the distance we have

Talk it out night and day

Keeping our love.

A thousand miles away

Different times but I tried

Missing you everyday

While your love for me slowly died.

You managed to let me go,

Even though I have loved you truly

There’s n...

The moment you walked in the room,

My feelings came out of the blue.

You caught my attention

And I couldn’t stop looking at you.

I had my chin in the palm of my hands,

I looked at you and you looked back.

You don’t know how hard it is to ignore

Your eyes that somehow stops the clock.

The time slows down as our eyes met

I quickly look away and ignored that hot mess.

The eye contacts from time to ...

If your hand could reach inside my heart, what would you do with it?

Would you heal it?

Or would you just break it more.

It doesn’t matter, really

Because it’s already in pieces

And you’re at fault.

I let you reach my heart

Hoping I could love you more

But in return I got pain

As tears in my eyes starts to pour.

But I hid those emotions

Because I loved you so much.

You broke my heart in piece...

Loving you was poison

As I get weaker everyday.

Loving you was poison

I knew your love for me was going away.

I longed for your love

As I had no clue

I’m blinded by this misery

As you hurt me through and through.

I gave you my all

In return you gave me pain

This love that turned toxic

But I wouldn’t dare to complain.

Because if loving you was poison

Then I’m blind as I could be.

My love for y...

No matter how much I fantasize, falling in love with everything u do, no matter what you’re out reach, because you’re someone I can’t reach out to.

Ur behind the screen while I idolize you, I’m right here knowing, I’d never be the one for you.

As much as I want to, you’re way out of reach for a girl like me. Not just seems to be out of reach but I have no chance to ever be. And you’re definitel...