Sparks fly between us

You tattoo a smile on my face

I get butterflies when you touch me

A faint blush on my face when I see you

I love When we call

Your so beautiful

I love your smile and everything about you

-M

"Its Impossible

To get you off

My Mind I think about

100 thoughts and you

are 99

- Тate McRae...

You make me feel worthless

Calling me fat

Adopted

And others

You fucking abuse me

No but it’s okay because your special needs

You get a pass for being autistic

YOUR FUCKING 20

YOUR EMOTIONALLY ABUSE ME AND PHYSICALLY

no one cares

You get to say all the shit you want

It’s not a joke

I made you hurt yourself

But you make me have scars up and down my body

But who cares you dont know better…...

I’m loosing everyone around me…

First my two best friends

Now myself

I was just happy

I didn’t hate myself for once

Now you came and backstabbed me

And I backstabbed someone else

Here lies my friend from kindergarten, my friend from middle school, and my last drop of hope…...

(My mind)

Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Girls Boys…

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

I’m supposed to like girls but I don’t understand. Maybe I want to give them another chance. I don’t know anymore. I feel like I’m breaking rules for this guy I only saw once.....

I told myself I wouldn’t message you

I want to see if you’ll message me

Maybe you won’t

Maybe this little obsession is nothing

Maybe we’re meant to be

Maybe it’s fate

Or maybe your just another girl…...

I hate my birthday

Everyone does what they want

But what about me?

It’s fine

Nothings ever about me…...

The thought of the scars on your waist.

I just wanted to kiss them until they go away.

I want to hold you forever and let you know it's okay.

Admsit all our chaos I want fade away peacefully in your arms.

It will all be okay someday my love.

-M...

I can’t ever put you through that again

I keep breaking the promises

But I swear I will keep it this time

I will find better ways to cope

I will start looking in the mirror

I have stop cutting

I have stopped starving myself

My bleeding has lead to my beauty

I’m doing this for all of y’all....

She doesn’t know

I told her how I felt and she made me feel useless.

More useless than a candy wrapper or a broken toy.

She doesn’t know why I hate my birthdays.

She doesn’t know why I sit awake at night.

She doesn’t know why I hate boys.

She doesn’t know what each scar represents.

She doesn’t know how many of them are from her.

She doesn’t know how much I hate myself.

She doesn’t...

I sit here with just the water as my noise

No music

No audiobook

Just ruining water

I can only think about you

Nothing can stop me from thinking of you

Not even the shampoo in my eyes

I sit here and wonder

I wonder what it’s like to have you

To hold you in my arms

To kiss you

To feel my heart racing because of you

So I sit here

In the warm shower

With only you in my head…...