BagelRat

I should spice up my pf so here we go.. Hi!!! My name is Maggie I’m clinically depressed as you can see from my writings. I’m lesbian. 🏳️‍🌈 okay I’m making myself cringe I’m done…

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BagelRat

I should spice up my pf so here we go.. Hi!!! My name is Maggie I’m clinically depressed as you can see from my writings. I’m lesbian. 🏳️‍🌈 okay I’m making myself cringe I’m done…

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4wxm1czj4shavuseonv6tz?si=xkwm73lytqgpx46xblrqjq&pi=u-xl2mmj3lt1ir

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BagelRat

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I told myself I wouldn’t message you

I want to see if you’ll message me

Maybe you won’t

Maybe this little obsession is nothing

Maybe we’re meant to be

Maybe it’s fate

Or maybe your just another girl…...

Poetry

Birthday

BagelRat

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I hate my birthday

Everyone does what they want

But what about me?

It’s fine

Nothings ever about me…...

Poetry

Scars To Your Beautiful

BagelRat

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The thought of the scars on your waist.

I just wanted to kiss them until they go away.

I want to hold you forever and let you know it's okay.

Admsit all our chaos I want fade away peacefully in your arms.

It will all be okay someday my love.

-M...

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Broken To Beautiful

BagelRat

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I can’t ever put you through that again

I keep breaking the promises

But I swear I will keep it this time

I will find better ways to cope

I will start looking in the mirror

I have stop cutting

I have stopped starving myself

My bleeding has lead to my beauty

I’m doing this for all of y’all....

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She Doesn’t Know

BagelRat

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She doesn’t know

I told her how I felt and she made me feel useless.

More useless than a candy wrapper or a broken toy.

She doesn’t know why I hate my birthdays.

She doesn’t know why I sit awake at night.

She doesn’t know why I hate boys.

She doesn’t know what each scar represents.

She doesn’t know how many of them are from her.

She doesn’t know how much I hate myself.

She doesn’t...

Poetry

Shower Thoughts

BagelRat

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I sit here with just the water as my noise

No music

No audiobook

Just ruining water

I can only think about you

Nothing can stop me from thinking of you

Not even the shampoo in my eyes

I sit here and wonder

I wonder what it’s like to have you

To hold you in my arms

To kiss you

To feel my heart racing because of you

So I sit here

In the warm shower

With only you in my head…...

Poetry

Identity Crisis

BagelRat

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Why am I obsessing over a guy when I’m a lesbian… He’s my old friend from a long time ago. The sweetest guy I use to know. We grew apart after school ended. Ughhhhh I can’t writeeeeee this stupid guy is all I can think about...

Love…

BagelRat

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The way you describe love makes me jealous. I wish someone actually cared for me like that. I want another relationship. But they always end. I don’t want pain but I want you. You remind me so much of an amazing person I lost. But I’m “too young” for you… you only see me as a sister.. but why, why do you smile at me like that. That’s not normal… or maybe it is. Maybe I’m overreacting. But I want y...

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Change

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I dyed my hair pink

Think of changing my name

Gonna get tattoos to hide my pain

Changing my style just for others

Maybe this is me…...

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Waiting

BagelRat

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Time passes so slowly when we’re apart but fast when we’re near. I see the way you smile because of me. I wish you could admit it if you had feelings for me. No friend would do the things you do to me. When I feel asleep on your shoulder you let me stay. No friend would do that…. Until next year “friend”.....

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