It was late that night..

I’d made dinner for him as a sorry that I’m so fucked up

That I can’t give him what he wants, as most men do he wants sex

But that’s one thing I can’t do anymore

I’ve started to associate it with pain from looking at a pregnancy test and seeing negative

After 5 years you’d think I’d give up but there’s nothing more I want then a child

I see him pull in the driveway, ...

I open the door to my childhood house

It’s quiet, as a kid this house was never quiet

Infact, silence was a priceless gift we’d never recive

We could always hear something usually parents fighting,

No..

it was always them fighting

We’d just play things over them trying to make our house quiet

Sometimes we’d put on music or put on cartoons for the little ones but no matter what..

Our house ...

You never asked but I actually do like silver jewelry, maybe even more then gold

And I wish you did ask me about my day because it would really help me be more relaxed

And I understand that you’re caught up in work but I wish you asked about the little things

You never asked, but I wish you would...

Two people cross paths when they need someone most

Both walking to a dark bridge with moss and vines over it with a beautiful stream underneath

They both arrive at this bridge at the same time forced to wait for the other to leave, not long after one of them speaks asking if the others okay

She replies no, while bursting into tears

They don’t end it that night instead they walk to the man’s ...

I sit here on the bathroom floor

Pathetic

A bottle of pills, a knife and a rope planning to end it one way or another

I screw open the pill bottle to reveal there’s one pill left, of course not enough to kill me

I grab the rope and stand up before making the realization that I have no where to hang it

I try the knife and it’s just my luck that it falls off the counter beside me and it breaks

...

A house and a home are not the same thing

A house is a building, it has a roof and 4 or more walls and it meets the bare minimum requirements for a shelter

A home is still a building but a home has memories, good ones at that it has a loving family no matter the size and it’s a place you wanna be

A home isn’t necessarily where you live but it’s where you feel safe, both physically and mentally ...