Thirtieth Birthday

Mind shifting

Gaining new perspectives

No more pleasing people

Don’t care to be liked

Speaking up for myself

Confidence spiked

Self care

Self love

Independence

Blessings from above...

People get ready

Jesus is coming

soon we’ll be going home

There are mansions in heaven for each of us

To call our own

No more hurting

No more crying

Our bodies will be new

It’s an unexplainable joy

And its all for me and you...

Stomach turning

Heart pounding

Nervousness overwhelming my body till the point I can’t feel my arms

Overwhelming feelings keeping me up at night

These feelings keeping me productive during the day

This Illness not allowing me to be myself

Keeping me away from people

Persistent worrying and fear makes me exhausted...

This man has a esoteric personality

He is beyond his years

Sometimes I wonder does he really comprehend or is he a good liar

He has so much charisma

A good conversationalist with the right people

When I look afar I’m amazed at what I see

Why don’t you intrigue me the way you do for others

Stimulation is what I need

You are so many other great things but this is what needs improvement...