I happily deceive myself once more
Sweating hands shaking now a warm embrace.
Ignore, pretend, smile, believe and keep score:
They five create the dream I always chase.
My cheeks warm, blushing, despite bitter frost,
A simple joke, I imagine aimed at me.
Ignore, pretend, smile, but belief is lost.
How I make this work out, I cannot see.
But then he speaks to me - my head won’t listen,
Co...