Knocking and pounding on your door

“Can you hear me”

A rhetorical question really

I’m pounding until my hand breaks this door

Until I hear you

“Go away”

That attitude and unfairness combined

Made me loose it

You cheated on me

And you expect me to leave you alone?

That hurt, then when you get stung by a bee

But in my heart

One thousand times

I sit outside your door

Looking at the trees...

I tried to be the moon

Not realizing I was the sun

I found my moon

Now the solar system lives in harmony...

The last memory I have of you

Is you sitting in your coffin

Pale cold and alone

You looked like the color of your bone

You were once alive

Full of color

But now you look much duller

Now the only image I can see of you

Is you in your coffin

And I wanted to do was hug you when I saw you

And I know if you were alive you would want to, too...

Constant battle

Me and the darker side of me

Everyone has a darker side

But mine doesn’t give up

Mine pushes through like light

And always puts up a fight

And it can’t always tell what’s wrong or right

So I’ll keep fighting this battle

If that means I’m still here

Because that’s what life is

Figuring out what’s wrong and what’s right...

Backwards

I move three steps forward

And one step back

I run three steps forward

I run one step back

I jump three times forward

I jump one time back

No matter how I try to get ahead

I always end up last...

Laughter echoed about the room

But that laugh does not sound like yours

When I hear you my heart starts to flutter

And my mind starts to pour

Memories old and new

You’re the only one who makes me feel true

Your laugh so contagious

You can turn me from red to blue...

Heavy rain

Cracked windows

And a forgotten song

What makes a perfect night

A perfect night with you

You and me

Under your covers

With no light

Where all I can feel is you

Your body on mine

Our souls becoming connected

This one night

Changed everything

This is a special night

Where neither of us will forget it

This is the kind of night

That I will think about when I’m trying to sleep...

I’m not upset

I’m secretly glad

I do love and care for you

But you hurt me enough

So that I’m excited to see you go

No matter where you are or what you’re doing

I wont care anymore

And now I’m free

And can do whatever I please

I’m free

Without you...

These little things mean nothing

They are just sayings

Aren’t they?

Are little things actually little?

Or are little things the size of the sun

Random words

Concentrated quotes

Only things to upset my stomach

Hurt my heart for short periods of time

But maybe they hurt more

Maybe they make my heart hurt for a while

Maybe they make me feel sick

Maybe it feels like I’m burning on fire

In ...

I have created a monster

All thoose arguments

Tossing and turning

Fighting and screaming

The room starting to turn red

Getting hotter every second

Then she’s here

She enters and calms the room

Turing it cold and icy blue

The air becomes still

And it starts to snow

She hugs me and I loose all feeling

I forget my anger

And look at the blue room

Then I realized I want to hug her the res...