(not a story)

You said you were there for me

Now I see what you really meant

a second choice i've always been

And you chose her

You left me when I was vulnerable

but shedding tears is not an option

I feel nothing

Nothing

Nothing

It took me forever to write this

or so forever it felt

long enough for me to find another

who isn't so perfect

but is perfect to me

I Love You

are the words he says to ...

You lit my heart afire

a never ending flame

with a marvelous glow

and its not just for show

My smile when i see you

is genuine and true

and even that terrible haircut

that your mom chose

You're my everything through and through

Your greenish blue eyes

dirty blonde hair

and that ticklish feeling deep in my stomach

that you give me is real

its all real

you asked me to be your one and only

you jok...

I would be anything for you

Anything in the world

a cat

a dog

a bat

a hog

anything

just

for

you

But there are some limitations

to what i can be

a table is a no can do

inanimate objects are just not for you

Maybe a cow would fit right in

although with 4 stomachs

that would be a sin

greed would it be

or maybe gluttony for me

Into what i should turn

is leaving me baffled

would you like to decide

j...

There's nothing to hear

maybe your own fear

Its but with little doubt

you'll want to shout

to get away from your mind

and the whispers that follow behind

but they're not what you should dread

that's in your own head

so listen closely

you'll find it unholy

the voices are here

they're oh so near

but if you can hear me

don't you flee

help is coming

just wait for the humming

the silence is quieter now...