I lit your flame up.

You blew mine out.

It was 9.pm waiting around for your text

To come.

It never did.

Pacing around my room all night.

Praying you would respond.

Waking up early trying to make myself look like your type.

Changing myself.

Looking at you in the halls.

Hoping you would look back.

Hoping one day you would turn around to call my

Name.

Trying so hard just to be...

The dreadful silence The wind is blowing.

Holding a book in hand.

The leave’s whirling from the wind.

Alone..

A silence in the air.

a silence that is making me go mad.

Plaid skirt getting dirty from sitting on the soil.

I’m alone.

It’s a bittersweet feeling.

I have no one.

Not one person.

But I messed this up not them.

I can only rely on my self now.

So there’s that ...

If only she knew.

If only she knew how I would come to my knees for her

Only if she asked.

If only she knew how I would write an essay about her eyes

If she asked.

If only she knew I would bleed out only if she asked.

Butterflies in my stomach as she walks past.

The question in my head is how can some girl look

So effortlessly gorgeous.

But she’s not some girl she’s my girl.

**_Fores...

The rain is drizzling.

The willow tree is slightly blowing.

The sun peaks through the clouds

We lay under this willow.

To think there was a time where I didn’t believe in love.

Laying on your chest while your hands run

Through my hair.

While I read the pages from the book we picked out.

My hair is a little wet from the rain.

The pages have a few rain drops.

This feels sweet.

Perfect.

**...

The sun is beaming through the curtains

Rain is drizzling.

Living is a peaceful thing.

How you just wake up to the sunshine.

Or rain.

The candle I lit last night is burned out.

Tho I’m tired I get up.

My slippers are next to bed.

I slide my feet into the warm cozy fur of the slippers

I pull my curtains over to see the beautiful sky.

I just sit admiring the sunshine rain.

There is a sli...

It’s a cloudy day

You sit in your room while the sun is hidden behind the clouds

Your not gonna go outside and do what you planned to do

Because it’s cloudy outside instead of sunny

Instead you light a candle and sit in bed and play your comfort show

You take a look outside and realize how quite beautiful

“Bad” weather is.

You’ve never noticed that it has it own unique beauty

So always ...

It hurt it hurt badly

I helped you up you pushed me down

I watered your flower to make it grow

But you let mine die slowly cause it had no water

I hate hate you for doing that

But I miss you

It like when me and my bestfriend are in a fight I miss her

But hate her but also just miss her

Most people push people away when there mad and hold a grudge

But iv been holding a grudge my whole li...

The waves gush onto the shore

My feet are in the sand with the sea water just touching my toes

The beach is empty there is a slight breeze in the air just enough to make my hair

Blow just a little bit

I sit alone with my thoughts I think of all the bad decisions iv made and what

I could of done to handle it better

I think of my old bestfriend in primary school who I haven’t talked to sinc...

Rotting flowers can still smell sweet..

Most flowers are liked cause of there beauty and appearance’s

How every flower is liked cause cause of the outside not the inside

But no one pick or chooses the ones that aren’t seen as “pretty”as the others

Even if their the sweetest on the inside everyone cares about the outside.

The flowers that are smelling not as good and are turning brown ...

The wind is blowing directly at me the storm is brewing in the sky and I’m walking straight at it

But my head is telling me to turn around to go the other way

My hair is blowing all over my face but I don’t feel annoyed

Even though my head is screaming at me to just forget and turn around

And go home to get cover instead of having to walk through the storm

It feels wrong so I keep walking ev...