Dear Reader,

If you are reading this it means you are getting married and everything went wrong. You see that I was in the same place too I thought I write this to help others know that they are not alone like I was. Here is my story

It all started great. It was sunny and beautiful out. I woke up and went and got my hair done. That went great I go to the church and that is when it all went w...

The day was perfect. It was everything I could ask for. The only thing is if you ask Him it wasn’t how he planned it. I woke up to find the bed empty, I thought Mason must have woken up early to get in a run before he had to go to practice for the game the next day. I went downstairs to start the coffee for the day, only to find a note.

Babe,

I’m sorry that I'm not here when you woke up but I ...

If I could reach into my heart what would I find.

Well I will tell you. You will find heart break, loss and love.

The heart break you will find is I never felt that true love for someone.

The loss you would see is all the loved ones I lost, but I don’t want to talk about those.

They are the past and the helped me be who I am today.

THe love you see will be there always.

I love with all my he...

Today is the day that my life will change forever. I had to make big changes in my life. I had to leave all behind. What it is you ask. Well lets go back a year ago.

So it just like any ordinary day. I woke up to a text from my boyfriend Dylan, telling me good morning just like aways. I text him back Good morning. Then he called me.

“Hello” I said

“Hi” Dylan said

“Not that I’m complaining but w...

I sit here and think back to the last year. It had been a year but something good come out of it. I met someone. I know what you all are thinking how can I met someone when we all have been stuck in quarantine. Well it all started with a trip to the store.

I was tired of being stuck inside only going out to go to work. So I decided that I should go to the store and shop for myself. I really did...

Today was a fairytale

It was like no other

I met my prince

He rescued me

I felt like I was in my tower

Forever

Today was a fairytale

I’m no longer locked up in my tower

I’m free

My prince came and too me away

Today was a fairytale...

If the days of the week were people

Monday:

it would be depressed, tired, and irritable.

Tuesday:

Would be a mom trying to wake up the house.

Wednesday:

Would be the middle child were no one notices them but is always angry with them

Thursday:

Would be a tired college student

Friday:

Would be a freshman college student going to a party for the first time

Saturday:

Would be a college Junior going t...

What is the meaning of life. Well it can be anything to anyone. Some people might see it different. Everyone had their opinions. My meaning of life is my family, my friends, and anyone else I care about. Without them i would not be standing here talking to you. The meaning of life is special to everyone. You can make it how you want. I’m not going to tell you how if look at it. I would want anyon...

It was the day that I have bury someone that I love. I didn’t want this day to come no one ever dose. This isn’t the first time I had to bury a loved one. First it was Pappy Don, then it was Carlie, now its Uncle Alan. I lost so many. We lost Pappy Don on October 24th 2002, Carlie July 28, 2008, and Uncle Alan December 6, 2012. I can lose anymore. It’s to munch. I don’t think I can handle anymore ...

Have you ever had that one song that brings all the memories with it, well I do. Every song I listen to has meaning to me. For example Stand Tall form Julie and the Phantoms, means that i can keep on fighting even if I’m the last on standing. Songs come in many forms and bring memories with it. I am a musician so I can listen to the words or the music behind it. Sometimes its the words I need, or ...