The universe will never give you peace in something you were never meant to settle in.

I sat on the edge of the porch cigarette in between my two fingers and I stared at the field infront of me.

I wasnt hungry was all I could think of. Mason words ringed in my head “your fucking skin and bones! you gonna kill yourself! are you fucking dumb!?” was all I heard when I wouldn’t eat my food.

Black...

Blue hair, blue eyes, tan skin, thats what I see as I stare in the mirror , the tear stains that have ruined my makeup is what I keep staring at and all I think is that im a mess. Amelia Nate, I’m 17. I love cats and dogs, painting, books, and baking. I hate sports, cars, and Jake Jacobs for all he’s done.

I seat down at his desk and grabbed a tissue, wiping my tears and pulling a pencil out. Th...