I wish I never.

I wished i never allowed you to get to close.

To have that access to me.

I really believed you.

When everyone told me no.

Even when my gut told me no.

I wish I never allowed you.

To even get my attention.

I wish I never got comfortable with you.

I wish i didn’t sleep over.

I wish we didn’t have all the laughs.

I wish you never broke me.....

They use to say she wasn’t going to be anything in life.

They use to ay she was the lazy one.

The useless one.

All her lies she heard that she wasn’t going to be anything in life.

Till she started to believe it.

She started to think she wasn’t worth anything.

She was so much in her head.

It was constant battles.

With a broken heart.

She learnt not to listen to what they had to say

She wasn’t wor...

When she was younger.

She was the quiet kid the shy one.

The one who sit all the way at the back to go unoticed.

She was the type of girl who cared about everything.

Every.

Little.

Thing.

She didn’t have a voice she was scared to speak up.

She wasn’t brave.

She was weak.

Her weakness showed.

People fed off of her being the nice one.

She felt as if she spoke up it would be the most horrible thing.

...

The reflection titled her head.

But she didn’t.

At first she thought it was just trick since it always October.

Then she saw it again and again.

Something inside of her changed.

Chills ran all over her.

As anxiety gripped her chest.

As the fear came crawling up.

She felt anxious.

As Her reflection yes lingered, mocking her.

She started noticing weird sounds.

She started thinking she was hearin...