I’m upside down

It feels like the world has turned over

My life has changed, but for better or worse?

Everything doesn’t make sense anymore

I don’t feel like myself

Nothing around me seems like it stayed the same

It’s as if everything changed when I did

The sky is on the ground, it had crashed

Am I going insane, is this a dream?

I need to get myself back up

My feet are pointing up to the sky...

Waking up early in the morning to watch cartoons

Getting ready for school

Watching commercials about toys and products we want

Playing outside all day using our imagination

No phones, no social media, just having fun

Life back then was fun and less stressful

Now we’re adults and life isn’t as fun as it once was when we were children

I’d do anything to go back to that time...

I wish I had never let go.

It shouldn’t have to come to this.

Why did I think this was a good idea?

Guilt and regret is all I feel.

Maybe it was for the best,

Or at least I thought it was.

This is tearing me up into pieces, one by one.

Breakups are hard and I’m dealing with the pain.

It’s like someone stabbed my heart 10 times.

All I feel is regret for what I did, calling it quits.

We could’...

It’s like I’m putting a facade on

I’m putting a mask on my face to hide myself from the world

No one needs to know or see me

They don’t know me and they won’t

My life is my pain, only I know it

What is mine deserves to be private

Everything is hidden inside the walls like they’re masks, protecting what’s behind them.

Only very little will they come down along with my guard and dignity

Until I fi...