I rubbed my eyes and felt confusion run over me like a wave

How can I still be so shocked?

I already know what happens next

Why am I here?

The same patterns and the same routine

How did this happen again?

I don’t want to be awake

Is it time?

Can I forgive me?...

Hot and cold air meet

Life is destroyed and born again

*crash-boom* trust everything...

This is new to me

Or have I felt it before

A loud deep knock on an unopened door

The light envelops me

A warm caress

Can we find each other, can we coalesce

A feeling of comfort

Washes over my soul

Is it time to finally relinquish control

Can someone match you

Bring out your best qualities

Teach you some, show you new realities

Feeling known

Is not what you think

Be fragile, don’t ...

I heard the sound echo

My heart pounded in my chest

My throat felt like it was closing

I knew this wasn’t a test

I suppressed all my emotion

I looked up so high

Until I found the moon looking down

But no shadows insight

I felt my lips quiver then turn to a frown

The town was so far away

When that twig snapped

I knew what would happen next

My minutes here were numbered

I didn’t feel perplex...