You smiled at me five times today :)...

You’ve become introverted ever since we broke up. Which is funny because you were so proud and adored the fact you were the extrovert of the relationship; while, I was more introverted.

I tried to make conversation with you, I was proud of my introverted self to be able to take that big step. Though the conversation wasn’t as long as I hoped.

The little things count, I’m sorry I didn’t see tha...

People are doubting we will ever get back together.

I don’t want to start doubting either, but show a sign for me to either move on or keep my love for you....

You say you never blush but I know you ‘awh’. You explained to me that you think I am the most adorable person in the world; who knew you know a lot of people.

No girl has ever given you butterflies, you’ve said. But I want to believe your ‘awhs’ are your own personal butterflies.

I just hope I was a big impact in your life as you were in mine...

You would take a while to reply to my morning message, I thought it was because you were getting ready for school. But as I walk through the bridge I hear the notification on my phone of a voice chat.

I held my phone up to my ear as I got to listen to your voice while I walk to school. Your accent becomes deeper every time you wake up.

Your dreams are realities that your mind creates, creativel...

From outsider’s perspective, I hope they see my gaze onto you as never ending love. They see it as it is pure, innocent and unconditional. My smile becomes real when I see you, even if it’s through the corner of my eye.

I don’t want them to see it as pain, one sided, or influenced. No negativity should be associated when they look at us, but they do so.

I pray one day I’ll be able to look at y...

Not knowing the sunken feeling I get when people talk about you. I have to sit in the background, no reason for me to be apart of the conversation.

I remember when people were excited to tell me all the good things you’ve done. I was the girl people associate you with and you were the boy people associate me with.

Do you feel the same way?...

I remember when we were cuddled up on your bed, you playing with my hair, me watching your phone. We were having a conversation. There was this friend, who you did not like, and you were explaining your way of avoiding talking to them.

It sucks now I see your way of avoiding me using the same words and actions you showed them.

I thought we broke up on good terms?...

How have I lived in the past before meeting you?

I was happy- yes, though I am always happier with you. You have never left my mind, the stress of you not being on my side kills me slowly.

Please just come back. I really want to make it work...

You won’t let me forget you.

I see your name on tv, your parents share a conversation with me in public, your laugh is there every time I make a joke.

It’s as if God doesn’t want me to forget you, even though you think I should....