I wish I had never let go.

Anxiety and fear beneath that many eyes can’t see.

The deceasing of one’s soul,

How did it become this way?

Why did I let go of what was good?

Despair of moments lost,

But it become easier as time went on.

Time flew by without a moment’s thought.

Becoming and losing apart of one self when it was thought it would be found.

Oh Alas! How life is short!

It truly was tru...

Waiting in the front lobby with your mother.

To see you whom I’m supposed to go on a blind date with.

Hours go by, and you don’t show up.

Then the setting changes to a kitchen also waiting for you to come home.

Then I lay on the floor pretending to be asleep as I hear the front door open, and when I saw your face I seemed to remember our past life together.

I cried and begged that you wouldn’t era...

Yesterday’s memories cloud my mind,

In Pink attire of younger youth,

I chuckled at the young girl’s words,

It was oh so strange; let us go back.

I was not an artist of any sort,

What was to be expected of me?

But indeed I was made into a dancing flower; along with many other things,

“Thee better not mess up!”

bafflement upon mine own brow,

Alas! What is this?

Will those remember the missing st...

Yet here I am…wishing I could go back in time to tell you the truth. The things I was to shy to say. How much you meant to me and to Thank you.

You found out the truth from one of our friends from childhood, but I never told you myself. When we were a little older I did say and pretend that I didn’t like you but that wasn’t true.

It’s been over ten years since I’ll seen you. I don’t know if yo...

The day seemed like yesterday. The day I decided I would leave everything behind. To Have a new beginning. To throw away something that was toxic for me. Events that happened, choices that were made…by which I didn’t realize would leave painful memories for years to come.

I wonder why I made the choices that I made back then…why I let certain people in my life(that treated me poorly) which I di...