Nicole Violette

I love writing anything that inspires me including the thoughts that burden my mind…

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Nicole Violette

I love writing anything that inspires me including the thoughts that burden my mind…

Writings

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Following

Waiting

Nicole Violette

1 min read

There are ten people, each with a different thought in mind. As they sit, they look at each other nervously. The intense silence makes the waiting room feel so small. Some people look more frightened than others. Some people are looking down at the ground as sadness starts to fill them with gloom.

“Connor Dipelser,” the man called out from the door by the front desk, “you’re up.” Connor widens hi...

My Life

Nicole Violette

1 min read

Although there’s so much going on, I’m grateful for existing,

The world could be going wrong, but I know I’ll still be singing,

My heart is pure and full of love, that will never end,

I’m grateful to be living, I’m my very best friend,

I might go through a lot, but I still love myself,

But at least I’m never afraid, to ask for a little help,

This soul will keep on burning, it will never die,...

Gone

Nicole Violette

1 min read

She kept overthinking about everything she had done. Her body, heart, and soul felt depressed yet so dull. She knew she was a disgusting, worthless human being, and rightfully so. She had so many flashing images in her head of everything that she had done.

She had finally come to the realization that she was not meant to be in this world. She did not deserve to. All she caused was harm, damage, h...

Beautiful

Nicole Violette

1 min read

The fur that covered each part of the paw gave me great joy. I had to touch and feel the softness only to be met with that paw hitting the top of my hand lightly, warning me not to touch. I could not help squealing with joy. My heart, body, and soul felt such euphoria from seeing this sight. I decided to rub on the gentle fur. Such warmth on the palm of my hand. It felt therapeutic to me. There wa...

Finally

Nicole Violette

1 min read

The day I’ve been waiting for is finally here!

I wake up in the morning thinking of my plan. The plan that’s been in my head for a long period of time. Something that is so important for me. Something I have always wished for. Desired. Wanted. Yearned for. Searched for. Needed. And planned forever. I am glad I finally have put my plan together.

It’s written on paper word for word. Every letter w...

ADHD, Bipolar, Borderline, Anxious

Nicole Violette

2 min read

I am your typical woman.

Wait, no I’m not. I am easily DISTRACTED, can’t think, forget things, can’t make plans, lose myself, lose things I own, get too overly hyper, get overwhelmed, and am pretty annoying to your usual person.

I am easily annoyed, upset, up and down... down and up, happy then SAD, good then bad, quiet then loud, crazy then chill, normal then all over the place, easy then cons...

Storming

Nicole Violette

2 min read

She paced through the windy streets, her coat soaked completely. Her hair was frizzy from the rain. The rain hit her hard like freezing bullet on her soft skin. Her cheeks were bright red from the frostiness of the wind. She could not look up as the rain was too strong. If she could see, she would get to enjoy the night sky with beautiful, dark clouds. Fluffy gray clouds that raged with lightning ...

Just A Little More Practice

Nicole Violette

1 min read

I spoke and spoke continuously,

The words burst out like thunder and lightning,

I could not control the thoughts in my head,

Sometimes I did not realize what I said,

It’s as if my mouth smoke on its own,

I couldn’t control it all alone,

I felt so very out of place,

Sometimes I felt like I was in space,

I continuously got told to relax,

I felt my emotions reach their max,

It brought me do...

My Love

Nicole Violette

2 min read

I walked down this small town all on my own. My straw hat with flowers helped keep the sun from my eyes. My yellow dress flowed with the gentle wind, but luckily I wore my apron everywhere I went. I was a country girl after all. I had a basket in hand. It had two sandwiches, two apples, two pears, and two bottles of milk. I walked down the neighborhood. The dirt on the streets soiled my flats as I...

What Is Not There?

Nicole Violette

1 min read

There were no trees,

There were no flowers,

All animals were no more,

There were no habitats that were warm,

The birds did fly, but far away,

The grass lands died,

There was no hay,

The cows and sheep were not so free,

The chicken, roosters couldn’t be,

There wasn’t warmth in many hearts,

And you could barely see the stars,

There were no peaceful days within,

Or equality cause they all wanted to...