You never realize how beautiful nature is until you can no longer stop to smell the roses. The beauty in life never stoped amazing me through all of this. My eyes see the birds of all different colors flying around finding their mate. I never stopped seeing the different shades of green that is all around us. But even in life there is death. That’s where I am now remembering that fact that no one is safe. Even the grass I’m looking at now that would be green and full of life and that has no reason to die is truing brown. I take a deep breath,stand up, and keep running. I can’t have the life that I want anymore. Peace will never be mine again. I made a mistake. I can’t stop running. I can’t stop to smell the roses anymore.