So I look in the mirror

And I see

I see my truly self

I see everything I despise

And I release I am the monster I was afraid of when I was a child

The monster everyone fears

I hate the site

The site of my truly self

So I try to look away

To not see

But the voices get louder

And the thoughts can not be ignored much longer

There is something inside of me

Something that is not meant to be there

Something that I hate

Something I can not not be

I’ve always had this fear

The fear that just won’t go away

The fear of me

No one sees

Sees that side of me

The side of me I fear the most

I hope no one will ever find out

My truly self

Because the one thing I fear more than me

Is all the peoples faces

There thoughts

What I fear the most the way the would see me

The true me

My truly self