I loved him- couldn’t get him

- maybe I didn’t.

Got the next best thing

And grew to love him- more than anybody.

An eternal bond.

He gave me kids- always wanted them,

But I don’t, want them.

Watch them- playing under the rain,

In the garden.

I can’t believe he’s going with her.

And her, and her, and her, and her.

War was our love making.

Brutal fight ‘till the death was our dance.

I want to leave.

Nothing is left- of my child

Anymore.

I can never do that-

Everyone, knows a me.

All that is left is eternal rest.

Mighty death.