Day -7: I Wish I Could Cut The Stars
Mercy is the pyre onto you wish to burn me,
But douse me in those ashes so I can be free.
So then I can wash away this anguish,
And give in to my last wish.
My shadow is made of soot,
Into which I hide my loss.
And yet I am yet to be cross,
As I quash those feelings under boot.
βYouβd never have guessedβ
For I have reached the roof,
Seeing the stars burn is proof.
But there is nothing else here,
Gone is all of that fear.
Wishing for more tools,
All I find is emptiness,
Into which I confess,
I am sick of such rules.
βIβd never fucking restβ
I sit here counting the stars,
As I mine deep in my scars.
For the pain and blood to air,
But even that ainβt rare.
The night is getting cold,
And these bones are aching.
Wishing I was some kind of king,
No, Iβd never be that bold.
βThe page is finally emptyβ
β¦
I love you baby π€