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Chapter Seven (Sea Breezes)

The text came just after nine.

Ari: Just drinks. Just us. Cal’s place. No performance. Come if you want.

No emoji. No hook. Just enough casualness to feel like bait.

Lena stared at it for a full minute before replying.

Me: Are you sure I’m supposed to be there?

The response came before she could set her phone down.

Ari: You already are.

That was all.

Lena’s chest tightened.

She stood up from her bed slowly, like her legs were waking up before the rest of her. The night outside the window was calm, but her room felt charged again. The air smelled like her sheets, her skin, and the memory of Ari’s voice from the night before.

She dressed slowly.

Not in something seductive. Not lingerie. Not sheer.

But not innocence, either.

She chose a thin black slip layered beneath an oversized button-down. Something that clung just enough. That hinted. That told the truth without speaking it.

She brushed her hair back. Skipped lipstick. Put a drop of clove oil behind each ear—just in case.

Outside, the town was quiet.

The directions Ari sent were short: a side street Lena had passed before but never noticed. The building was older, a little crooked, wrapped in ivy even on the brick.

She hesitated at the door. Raised her hand to knock.

Before she could—Ari opened it.

Barefoot, as always.

She wore an oversized hoodie that might have been Cal’s, sleeves pushed to her elbows, no pants beneath—just bare legs and unspoken rules.

“You came,” Ari said, like she hadn’t just willed it into being.

Lena stepped inside.

The door shut behind her with a click that sounded nothing like a lock.

But everything like a threshold.

The first thing Lena noticed was the light.

It came from scattered lamps—none overhead—each one casting soft pools across canvases, books, and a small forest of empty glasses. The windows were draped in layered fabrics that looked like clothing someone had repurposed into curtains. Nothing matched. Everything glowed.

Cal’s apartment didn’t look lived in so much as used.

Oil paints stained the floor in arcs and splatters. There were paintbrushes in mugs, mugs with brushes still soaking, and brushes with the paint still wet.

A low record played in the corner. Jazz, slow and strange.

Ari led her in without saying anything. Cal and Nico were already there.

Cal was on the floor, cross-legged, sketchbook in his lap. Barefoot. Jeans that looked like they hadn’t been washed in weeks. Nico lounged sideways on the couch, a glass of something dark in his hand, his shirt unbuttoned halfway down.

They didn’t stop talking when Lena entered.

They just let her fold into the atmosphere.

Nico raised his glass slightly in greeting. “Thought you might ghost us.”

“I almost did,” Lena admitted.

“We would’ve still drunk without you,” Cal said, without looking up.

“She knows,” Ari said, sitting beside him, tucking her legs underneath her like a girl about to read a bedtime story with a knife under the pillow.

No one asked what Lena wanted to drink.

Nico poured her a glass of something red and earthy and handed it over without ceremony. She sat on a worn armchair with a fur throw draped over it, trying not to hold the glass too tightly.

They spoke about nothing.

And yet—it moved like a current.

Ari passed Cal a lighter without being asked.

Nico refilled everyone’s glasses at the exact moment it felt like the room needed it.

Cal leaned against Ari’s knee without looking up, his head resting there like it had done so a hundred times.

There were no rules.

But there was rhythm.

They didn’t speak over one another. They completed each other’s thoughts. They corrected each other without hesitation, without apology. It felt like choreography performed for no one but each other.

Lena didn’t speak much.

She watched.

And with every glance—every brush of skin between them—her body tuned a little closer to the frequency they occupied.

She didn’t understand the language.

Not yet.

But she knew it wasn’t a private one.

Just a practiced one.

And tonight, they were letting her listen.

At some point, Ari curled up beside Nico on the couch, her bare feet tucked under his thigh. Cal had migrated closer to Lena, not touching, but near enough that she could hear the scratch of his pencil moving against paper.

She hadn’t realized how still she’d been until Ari spoke.

“You’re holding your breath,” she said gently, wine glass balanced on her knee.

Lena blinked. “I’m not.”

“You are,” Ari replied, turning toward her just enough to smile. “You’re in fight-or-flight. And all we’ve done is pour you wine.”

Cal didn’t look up. “She’s waiting for the other shoe.”

“There’s no shoe,” Nico added. “Or if there is, it’s velvet and doesn’t kick.”

Ari’s smile deepened.

“You’re safe here,” she said. “No one’s going to touch you. Not unless you ask. And even then…” She trailed off, eyes gleaming. “We’ll make you say please.”

Lena’s cheeks flushed.

Her grip on the wineglass shifted. She was suddenly aware of her dress again—how it hugged the shape of her stomach, the inside of her thighs. She hadn’t thought of it as seductive. But now, under their gaze—even if indirect—it felt like a confession.

“You want to play a game?” Nico asked.

Lena looked up.

“We take turns describing each other,” he said. “Not literally. Not anatomically. Just… essence. Poetry, but dirtier.”

Ari grinned. “Metaphor as foreplay. You’ll love it.”

“I’m not good at that,” Lena murmured.

“You don’t have to be,” Cal said. “Just listen.”

Nico turned to Ari first.

“You,” he said, swirling his glass. “You’re the sound water makes just before it overflows. Tension in a glass. About to spill. Not because it has to. Because it wants to.”

Ari hummed. “Okay, your turn.”

Cal answered without looking up. “Nico’s the smell of heat in an old car. That burnt-warm-plastic feeling. Makes you think of bad decisions and better ones you never made.”

They all laughed, low and real.

Ari looked at Cal. “You’re a bruise someone keeps touching just to check it’s still tender.”

The room quieted after that.

Lena didn’t speak.

But she felt it—that strange, reverent attention—wrapping around her like silk drawn slowly across skin.

No one looked directly at her.

And yet every word, every description, every glance just past her was a touch in disguise.

She wasn’t in the game.

But she was already playing.

The bottle made a soft glug as Cal poured.

He didn’t ask if Lena wanted more. He just knew. His hands moved with that same effortless precision—like everything he touched already belonged in his rhythm.

He sat near her now. Not close enough to invade. Just close enough to count.

The sketchpad rested on his thigh, pencil moving with slow, confident lines. Lena didn’t have to ask what he was drawing. She already knew.

Not her body.

Her posture. Her hesitation. Her breath.

Across from her, Nico leaned back into the cushions like he was preparing to conduct a séance instead of a conversation.

“What was your first kiss?” he asked.

Lena froze, wineglass midair.

Ari shifted—but not toward her.

Not away.

Just a breath. Just enough that Lena felt it.

Nico tilted his head. “Not who. What. What did it taste like? What did it feel like?”

Lena opened her mouth.

Mint. Gum. Awkward hands. Too much saliva.

But that wasn’t the real answer.

She blinked slowly.

“It was…” Her voice was quieter than before. “It was her.”

Cal’s pencil paused.

Nico straightened.

Ari didn’t move.

Lena swallowed.

“That night. On the stairs.” She looked at Ari now. “When you kissed me.”

The words felt impossible and true at once.

“That was my first kiss.”

No one laughed.

No one teased.

The room held it.

Ari didn’t react—not visibly. Her face stayed calm, unreadable. But her lips parted just slightly.

Like she’d been waiting for Lena to name it.

Like it wasn’t real until she did.

Nico sat forward slowly. “Fuck,” he whispered. “That’s better than anything I was expecting.”

Cal turned the page in his sketchbook without looking up.

Ari finally spoke, her voice soft.

“You tasted like permission.”

Lena’s breath stuttered.

She didn’t say thank you.

She didn’t have to.

Everyone in the room could feel it now:

The kiss hadn’t ended on that stairwell.

It had just paused.

They didn’t announce the shift.

It just happened.

The air inside the room turned quieter, slower. The wine sat untouched. Cal’s pencil stilled. Nico leaned forward, but didn’t speak. Something had cracked open when Lena said it—that was my first kiss—and no one was pretending it could be closed again.

Ari stood first.

She didn’t say Lena’s name.

Just reached out a hand and tilted her fingers in a silent invitation.

Lena rose.

Ari led her, barefoot, through the studio—past the canvas-littered floor, past Cal’s half-done sketches and Nico’s abandoned glass—into the far end of the room.

There was no mirror here.

Just a worn section of wall, backlit by low amber light.

No reflections. No distractions.

Only eyes.

“Stand here,” Ari said, voice low.

Lena obeyed.

She didn’t ask what came next.

She already knew.

Ari stepped back into the triangle they made with the others. She didn’t give instructions. Didn’t pose Lena. Didn’t correct her.

She just looked.

So did Cal.

So did Nico.

They didn’t leer. They didn’t smirk. They didn’t undress her with their eyes.

They didn’t have to.

Lena had never felt more seen.

Not just her skin.

Her hesitation. Her pulse. The way her breath caught and reset. The way she didn’t try to smile. The way her fingers curled slightly against her own thighs as if to ask permission.

The silence held.

They didn’t move toward her.

They didn’t speak.

But every glance landed like contact.

And Lena realized—she didn’t need a mirror anymore to feel watched.

She didn’t need the peephole.

She didn’t need to hide behind distance.

Their gaze was the mirror now.

And it reflected something she hadn’t expected to find:

Herself.

Exactly as she was.

Not flawless.

Not prepared.

But chosen.

They didn’t ask her to sit.

They didn’t need to.

Lena lowered herself slowly to the floor, the hem of her dress folding beneath her legs like it knew its role in the moment. The warmth of the room buzzed in her knees, her shoulders, her throat. She didn’t look away from them.

And they never looked away from her.

Ari moved first.

She knelt beside Lena—not dramatically, not in ceremony. Just near. Their bodies brushed, arm to arm, skin to skin for the first time all night.

Lena didn’t flinch.

Ari leaned in, not with urgency. No heat.

She kissed her.

Not like the stairwell.

Not like a test.

But like permission.

Lena closed her eyes and let it happen. Let it be.

It was soft. Controlled. Mouth to mouth. Breath to breath.

When Ari pulled back, she didn’t touch her face.

She didn’t speak right away.

She waited.

Let the silence say what it needed.

Then—barely above a whisper—Ari said:

“You’re in it now.”

Lena exhaled, slow and shaky.

Cal’s pencil was still.

Nico’s gaze never dropped.

But no one else moved.

They didn’t have to.

Lena knew, without question, that something had shifted.

This wasn’t about sex.

Not yet.

This was the real invitation.

To belonging.

To being seen, not just by Ari, but by them. As something already accepted. Already understood.

She didn’t say thank you.

She didn’t need to.

Because she had crossed the threshold.

And none of them were going to let her go back.