Taylor;Hey mate u wanna hang out

Ummm I have a date -

Taylor;What?! I though u where grieving about …her

Well I moved on and she -would have wanted me to be happy

Taylor; I guess rest in peace Ashley..

Maybe we can visit her -grave later…

Taylor;Ok mate have a good date

Yh thanks..-

But I still haven’t moved on from Ashley..she was everything to me! But this can’t keep going on I need joy in my life and my date (Ava) I mean look at her *picture* she is laughing and smiling in every photo of her dating profile..no im late!

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Ava’s perspective

I CANT DO THIS MAY! Why did you!? A dating profile?!

May;girl you need to move on from all the drama and grieving like you-lost half of your family-sorry

It’s ok no need to apologise I get it I’m the definition of grief and melecolia..oops I’m running late Byee!

May;bye girl good luck! (You’ll need it)

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There she was….oh wait she’s waving! She’s waving?! Should I wave back?

Hi!

Hey she said smiling brighter than ever! She seems really nice

How are you I ask ,good!she replies a bit to soon

We should really get inside it’s getting late I finally say after strareing into her ocean eyes.”oh yes” she stopped mid sentence..suddenly we where interrupted our moment?or made it better?! Rain…..She stated laughing and I laughed along with her .she was dancing in the rain although we where drenched head to toe. After a while we sat down on a bench where I recall accidentally sitting while it was drying!…ok not trying to recall that! I focus on her but suddenly I notice what actually or who she actually is….

She laughed to every one of my jokes but never dared to comment infact all she did was smile and laugh? That when it hit me!…

Hey…I said slowly..

it’s ok to cry sometimes you don’t need to pretend

We stared into each others eyes for about what felt like for ever!

But then sparkling tears ran down her eyes blending in with the rain.she looked even more mystical when she cried..

After a while she stopped crying and so did the sky..we got an Uber and I dropped her on the way.

Wow…is all I can say though it not her beauty tghwt amazed me but the fact she reminded of myself and all that I need to do is to stop pretending everything is ok but now it is because I got her

And guess what..we are going on another date!

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Ava..he saw right trough me no one ever did that..

May was bombarding me with questions and why I was drenched head to toe and wild eyed

May; did it go that bad

I just sat down and started taking letting out everything I kept caged for every to may..this is a mark of a new beginning and how it’s ok to not be ok

Faith always unites people who needs each other in the most wonderful ways..