I wish I never met you

Because now

How am I not supposed to miss you?

How am I not supposed to want to see you?

How am I not supposed to hang out with you?

How am I not supposed to text you?

How am I not supposed to talk to you?

How am I not supposed to trust you?

How am I not supposed to feel horrible when I hurt you on accident?

Fuck, how am I not supposed to love you??

I have no clue

No idea

How I’m not supposed to do those things

Fuck you

For being so damn lovable

So damn funny

So damn amazing

So damn trustworthy

So damn fun

So damn inappropriate

I hate the days we dont chat

Or see each other

The days you ignore me

And yell at me for giving you a hug or head pats

(I’m sorry i gove out what I want back)

The days your sad

Or angry

The days that you don’t respond

Making me feel like my words are meaningless

But I still love you

Bitch

My parents accuse us of dating

They call you my girlfriend

Though, you’re not a girl

And That idiotic ass at school

Callwd me your girlfriend

Though I’m not a girl eithet

Plus, we’re not dating

The fact people

Can’t seem get through their thick heads

The insults

We get

Just pile up

Never ending

But alas,

I dont give a shit

Because when I’m with you

It doesn’t seem to matter

I wish

I never met you

Because

Now,

I love you

So damn much