they say that giving up is always a bad thing, and you should keep trying no matter what. but what if its destoying you? what if its holding you back? i always thought giving up would lead to failure. to proving that you dont care, or want anything in this world. but when things got tough, id give up. if school was hard or i didnt understand something, i would give UP. its the only thing i knew how. to do. but i dont want to do that, but i think im so used to it. i dont want to always give up. i want to be successful. but things dont always make sense for me. i wish they did. but i give up. i always do. giving up is something that i wish i wouldnt always resort to, but unfortunately it is. but what if giving up is saving me from failure? i dont know.