With him I should feel special

Like im the only one in his world who matters

But I don’t

I feel the opposite

Like im only in this world for his amusement

He does what he wants with me

Without giving any thought to how it affects me

Not wondering if I like the way he treats me

This goes in for a while

And I am the perfect toy

I am stable

Strong

But all toys break

And suddenly my wiring has gone awry

I scream the words

I AM NOT A TOY TO BE USED

I am broken

And no one wants a broken toy he tells me

So I am thrown out