I want a lover

A partner

Someone to care about me

I want someone to have

To cuddle with

To have a wonderful time with

I want a lover

But im not good enough

Everyone says so

I’m not good enough

For the boyfriend

my parents want me to have

I’m not good enough

For the girlfriend

My friends talk about me having

At least now

I know how to want

But not have

At least now

I know how to survive

Without what i want

At least now

This has made me stronger

And maybe, _maybe_, I’ll find someone for me