What now

What am i seeing ?

Do i see the sun or the moon ?

It feels like i’m unable to compare them

Do i see love or pain ?

Maybe i should be more careful looking

Where is my sight ?

I need it back

Love made me blind

Yet i’m still running after it

What do i want ?

I’m unable to answer this question

What do I want ?

I haven’t ask myself this question for a while

What do i want ?

I’m unfamiliar with this question

What do i want ?

Please stop asking

What do i want ?

I want to feel loved , i want peace

i’m tired of being broken

Why am i so paradoxical ?

Am i upside down ?

Why am i affraid of what i want ?

I want love but why can’t i say it

Why can’t i yearn for it ?

Is it scary ?

I want to feel loved but why do i isolate myself ?

Why do i want to be alone if i want love ?

I’m unable to answer these questions .

Do you have any other ?

I’m done