Feeling known

Is something I’ve never known,

I’ve always been see-through,

Transparent,

Invisible.

I know

I’m not popular,

But I’m below

Even being

Unpopular…

I’m unknown.

Oh what I’d give

To have a life

I want to live…

A life where I feel known.

I want to be seen…

Not observed.

I want to force

My clear self

To be opaque,

Maybe then

I’ll be noticed?

Am I really so

Uninteresting

That even rock bottom

Isn’t low enough

For me?

What does it take

To truly feel…

Known?

Is it that maybe

In order to end my

Invisible strife,

I need

To end my own life?

If that’s what it takes…