and I mean EVERY THING. The disassociation was bliss among other things. The new clarity as jarring as an ice pick through her pupil. Fresh eyes maybe but fresh perspective definitely. Now the choice she has to make will be one of her hardest ever. How can you unsee something that changes how you feel forever. How can you unsee something so you can remain in your current life… because it goes against everything you believe in. how can you enable a behavior that is unacceptable..Only by denying the very core of her essence and abandoning herself to live a lie.

Ahhhhhh the freedom from choosing herself will keep on giving and keep on giving her clarity and holding herself in her own spell that only she can rewrite and rewrite and rewrite.