I wish I had never let your hand go,

Loosing grasp on you feels like I’m 7 again being dragged in the hall by my ankle to prevent me from living life normally your love the only reason my heart still beats in this chest waiting aching to grasp you again

Your thighs

Your love

It send me spiralling wanting craving desperately to hold you in my arms and consume how goddamn sexy you are

If only

If… only

Hold and adore

Crave and create

My muse

My love

Wanting only to see you again I walk wistfully and connect in with the essence that loves me that teaches me,

my muse is so powerfull she loves to give me ideas, divine wisdoms and I believe she brings them through with all the love she holds we hold for you,

There is a muse in us all and they are mighty beings of creation, they concoct and craft their own universes their own relms and all you must do to contact them is to ask them to come forth

Muses are an aspect of their human counterpart

But are also their own beings and should be respected as the divine being they are,

You. You are a muse, my muse, a being that pushes me towards greatness as I hope to do for you aswell,

The cavern I’ve found in my chest full crystals of want and need for you that emanate how desperately, deeply I Truely feel for you

One day their will be a book made from our love, our journey, and I can’t wait to write it with you

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