'Oh my god. I can't do this. I have to do this.' I scream at myself not to do this because mom would kill me and dad would probably kick me out for this but what the hell you only live once. I take the crack. And down the hatch she goes as I start feeling the severe affects. My vision starts blurring and I hear ringing. And the world fades to black.

"Anna. Anna! Wake up!" I wake up and see my mom. 'Crap what happened that night?' I look down and see the blood on me. I remembered everything. I wanted to throw up.

"Your okay now. Your okay now." She repeats for awhile. I think. I stopped hearing her a while back.

I didn't feel like me anymore I felt numb. I hold my stomach and cry for a long time. All I wanted was to fit in with my friends. That's all I wanted.