To Enter The dream realm For the first time you must be invited. My invite came through a scary dream i had as a child. You see i grew up in a very strict household Where most things were considered evil. Even though in reality My mother slept next to evil every night. But that’s a different story.

One NIght as I’m laying in bed as I’m crying myself to sleep a clown showed up, Scary by nature but carrying a calm presence. I wiped my eyes to make sure i was seeing what i was seeing it was very much real as i was still awake but how was i seeing it so vividly. Who are.. he moved as i was trying to ask who he was. Where did you … , then i see a hand with long black nails attached to and ruffled sleeve. I didn’t hear it but somehow i knew it was saying take my hand which this is the time I should’ve questioned if this was safe or not but I felt safe.

The world views from my bedroom started to fade out of view as I’m being dragged by a presence of a beautiful nightmare. He starts to speak. I hear your looking for .. his voice fades out we enter this room full of books a library per se but The air around us was thick and the walls were a consistent flame. Everything was on fire but nothing was burning it was very surreal.

What is This place i ask .. to which he throw a book at me i try to open it . Then i hear a sinister laugh . “Another one will this one last this time or are you going to exhaust all their life like the last one?” I feel slightly scared , for one I didn’t know where the voice was coming from and I couldn’t open this book and my bedroom was no where to be found. I felt the presence of the clown as if he had a protection hold over me . He swept me and the book up in a rush . Who was that and why did they he stopped me and said never ask that second question but he also never answered my first question. I must .. he seemed nearvous . We start spinning in a whirlwind colors cascading around us i could tell we were moving very fast ast i could see the energy around us look like the static screen from tv shows. Mixed with hints of colors but i felt safe with him and i could see more of his body.

He hadn’t revealed his face and yet i still didn’t know where I was . But i was along for the adventure as i looked him up and down I notice blood dripping from his ruffled collar around his neck. He informed not to fear it was part of his job. I asked are you ever going to answer any of my questions . To which he replied with a sinister smile. Then followed by sorry habit. He said this is a long tunnel so we have a few minutes to talk before thinks start to go crazy or they hear us. HI I’m well I’m not sure what my name is but you call me bill sometimes. Im your guardian of sorts . But in my workings my job is to make deals and undeals . I was listening as i start to search for his face it kept changing sometimes a scary nun sometimes a normal face sometimes something very sinister that o couldn’t even put into words.

We start falling he said enjoy this … We fall and land into a pasture but this place was nothing like i had ever seen before the trees were massive the rocks or boldures were insanely huge. I look over to bill thats what I’m going to keep calling him . And he’s smiling at me because he knows and could see I’ve never seen anything this beautiful before. He said watch out as he ducks down and pushes my head down and a super major tall bing steps over us heading towards the sunrise. I said what is this place and said let lay back and watch ill explain or we can just enjoy. So we lay back into the most soft beautiful grassy field as a slight breeze blows then so many things were happening. Birds the sized of airplanes were flying over us a massive bee lands besides bill he’s gives it a nice pet on its head and flys off . He said this is a place where dreams start and flow and travel . They things you see are working. They are working some of them help aid in scary dreams to balance out so the things like you wake up. Some of them are messages from loved ones. Some of them are insights on the future telling of events places or people. Were watching them head out for work.

He kept talking i was engulfed he must’ve forgot i was new here or maybe he didn’t care. I could tell this was one of his favorite places . He then looks at me and says i know what your thinking about as i started to remember the blood drippings from his collar. This isn’t where i work ill take you there but it may be scary . As i have a very important job as we get up and he pops his invisible suspenders. I laugh i think i was suppose to . He said remember that laugh and keep it with you my job is very much different from this place . But my Job is very important. But remember your wit and charm you will need it for strength. I just like to come to that place to rest and recharge my energy to remind myself that even though what i go through I’m a good person and I’m doing a good things. He then says i think your a good candidate to take over someday or maybe be an accomplice. All of a sudden were surrounded by smoke so think you can’t see anything around us. The smoke starts to fade and what was revealed was the images of A place similiar to what i would describe as hell i was scared i genuinely felt accepted here and that this was my place. But maybe that was facade. He pulled me back and said we cant talk much here as things get very mysterious and confusing but thats for our own protections he said but one thing i was to leave you with is this compass and written in the compass said first rule of fight club. Never trust anything. Let’s go ….

Inward we went smoke flames fires burning in large metal furnaces people shoving coal mixed with loud shrieking screams followed by muffled tears . Quick blast of dark figures flew passed us in a rush. This is the place of nightmares . He didn’t have to tell me that you you see and feel like. There were offices where people were having board meetings . I saw image in through those windows that were so real and so scary that no one should ever have to witness it was real raw human emotions. They fix peoples problems here anxiety depression anger . They take aways those flashbacks that keep us up at night . They add in that fear when things are about to go wrong in our human world. This was here and i was fully surrounded by it. We passed a woman with her hands held besides her ears shrieking . He said thats one of your jobs . Your probably in the outside world right now dealing with whoever’s spirit that is your healing that with your own body and in return . They are giving you gifts powers of sorts. Soon you will be a pro and be able to travel in and out of our world and yours seamlessly without effort you will be able to send dreams and day dreams and energies . That come with love or warnings don’t worry you will have help . Im talk so much to help you avoid some of the things that are way too much for humans to handle. Some of the others in here just send to their team without even checking we will get there but i want to make sure you stay safe.

We will work as a team to get through this. Some days will be very hard and have you question your own reality i will be here when needed and i will automatically step in when things become to much. We’re skipping the formalities we have already made it this far. And the guy from the beginning that was the younger more naive version of my self i keep him around as a reminder of where i went wrong before. You will learn overtime. About so many different things people places and events. You will be exposed to all these different beliefs styles i will help but i lead with a loose rope. And if you every meet the rope guy with the glowing orbs love him and be friends with him he’s a great part of our team and a very important member to us..

To be continued….